Rachel, I am so very sorry for your loss. I also lost my sweetheart 2 years ago and thought the pain would overwhelm me. I made it through, and you can also. Your other babies need you now more than ever. Be good to yourself
This point i can completely understand. I wont go into my own personal list of tragedies, but i have been in this place where you are now. SOul searching. Anything to justify what happened. Anything to eliviate the pain.Originally Posted by sandgoddess
Between bouts of bitter crying, I'm having a no less bitter argument with god. The scriptures, in many religions, I believe, say that nobody is given the ammount of pain that he cannot take. I am disputting that. I