This is really stupid. I'm seriously nervous and scared about the spinal tap tomorrow - MUCH more nervous and scared than I was when I had real surgery! Logically I know it will be fine, but I think it's because of the possible ramifications of the outcome of this procedure. I knew that the surgery had a 99% chance of correcting my wrist issues. This could just be the beginning of a lifelong journey depending on the results (I'm being tested for MS).
I know how well TCS vibes work. I've seen the miracles firsthand (could probably name quite a few felines that I know were miracles with help from TCS!).
Whatever comes from the test is either there or it's not, and there's not much that can be done about that. And even if it is MS, it can likely be treated and not debilitating. But could I just get some calming vibes so I don't have a nervous breakdown between now and 1:00 tomorrow when I have the procedure done?
I know how well TCS vibes work. I've seen the miracles firsthand (could probably name quite a few felines that I know were miracles with help from TCS!).
Whatever comes from the test is either there or it's not, and there's not much that can be done about that. And even if it is MS, it can likely be treated and not debilitating. But could I just get some calming vibes so I don't have a nervous breakdown between now and 1:00 tomorrow when I have the procedure done?