I am sooo sorry to hear about the loss of your beautiful Neela. Please do not blame yourself sweetie- it was truely an accident...Neela is playing happily over the RB now and is at complete peace with her accident....i'm sure she would want you to be too. My heart goes out to you and your family. I am keeping you and your family in my prayers tonight- including your children. I know how hard it is to loose a little furbaby that you care soo much for- please feel free to pm me if you want to talk. I'd be happy to listen.