My life is falling apart, and I feel as if I have no one to turn to in my time of need. I have been having some relationship problems with my live-in boyfriend for quite sometime. He would party, and go out and not tell me where he was and I could never get ahold of him. Things are better on that front but he seems to always be wavering back and forth on whether or not he wants to continue living with me after our lease is up in August. One minute he's telling me that we should try and work things out, the next he says our relationship has no hope. He has told me that he has been unwilling to touch me or look at me the way he used to so that I don't end up getting hurt when we move apart. This was right after he said he wanted to look at apartments together. This has been going on for months! He also told me that we can never be together until I accept the fact that he likes to do nice things for other women (like last night, he offered to take off work early to take a girl he works with to another city to get art supplies). Despite all of this, he says that he never cheated, and that he doesn't want anybody else. This has had such a huge effect on my college life. I failed student teaching, and will now have to re-take it. How can I go on with my life with no friends and knowing I failed at something I love? How can I endure 2 more months of living with a man who is unaffectionate, and is only nice to me when I can do something (i.e. laundry, borrow money, etc) for him? How do I begin to get my life back together? Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
P.S. I even feel like a failure to Summer. She chewed on and ate a piece of scotch tape. This is her 2nd surgery for chewing, then swallowing. She got the scotch tape off of one of my posters. I have seen here "chew" on my poster tape beofre and even yelled at her for it (she even woke me up a few times with her chewing.
*Sorry for the long vent*
P.S. I even feel like a failure to Summer. She chewed on and ate a piece of scotch tape. This is her 2nd surgery for chewing, then swallowing. She got the scotch tape off of one of my posters. I have seen here "chew" on my poster tape beofre and even yelled at her for it (she even woke me up a few times with her chewing.
*Sorry for the long vent*