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Hi all,
I have posted here in the past about my kitty, Paprika. She was dealing with kidney and liver disease and at her initial diagnosis about 2.5 years ago they gave me a grim outlook. However, with treatments and love, we were able to prolong her life for a long time.
Unfortunately, this past month she took a turn for the worse. Her liver and kidney were barely functioning causing her body to build up fluid. Her belly was so big that she struggled to walk. She had a hard time breathing and the vet also discovered that because of her condition she had developed a heart murmur. The vet was honest with me and said I could take her to a specialist for further care but at her advanced age of almost 18 they didn't see her living a comfortable life or even that if I did find extra treatment that it would prolong her life much longer.
I already knew deep down even before I took her to the vet the last time that she was shutting down. She no longer came to bed at night and mainly just hung out on the same spot on the couch. She wasn't really enjoying life anymore. If I picked her up or pet her, purring was a struggle so I always felt terrible giving her affection.
We decided to ease her in passing. I scheduled it for this weekend and the vet gave me pain killers for her to help make her comfortable until then. Yesterday my fiance and I took her in the morning. Everyone in the office was very kind and knew how important my cat was to me. They gave us plenty of time to say our goodbyes to her. When it was time, I knew deep down I was doing the right thing. It happened so quickly. I recited a little poem to her and pet her and held her for the last time.
She was so important to me. She was always there for me since I was a teenager. We had lived through so many things together. I can't believe she is gone. I feel like she's just at the vet right now and that I'm going to pick her up tomorrow.
My fiance and I spent yesterday doing things that would distract me. It helped. Today though we picked up all of her toys and bedding and bowls and things that I had collected over the 18 years that I had her. We cleaned up any messes that were left. Now I have a clean place but no Paprika .
I know it will take some time to get used to her absence but I'm doing my best to focus on the fact that she is no longer suffering. As hard as it may be now, I know that it will get easier with time.
We know we want a dog and a cat once we buy a house which will be some time next year. For right now, I am just mourning her absence and trying to move on. I'll never forget her. She was so special to me. RIP Paprika
I have posted here in the past about my kitty, Paprika. She was dealing with kidney and liver disease and at her initial diagnosis about 2.5 years ago they gave me a grim outlook. However, with treatments and love, we were able to prolong her life for a long time.
Unfortunately, this past month she took a turn for the worse. Her liver and kidney were barely functioning causing her body to build up fluid. Her belly was so big that she struggled to walk. She had a hard time breathing and the vet also discovered that because of her condition she had developed a heart murmur. The vet was honest with me and said I could take her to a specialist for further care but at her advanced age of almost 18 they didn't see her living a comfortable life or even that if I did find extra treatment that it would prolong her life much longer.
I already knew deep down even before I took her to the vet the last time that she was shutting down. She no longer came to bed at night and mainly just hung out on the same spot on the couch. She wasn't really enjoying life anymore. If I picked her up or pet her, purring was a struggle so I always felt terrible giving her affection.
We decided to ease her in passing. I scheduled it for this weekend and the vet gave me pain killers for her to help make her comfortable until then. Yesterday my fiance and I took her in the morning. Everyone in the office was very kind and knew how important my cat was to me. They gave us plenty of time to say our goodbyes to her. When it was time, I knew deep down I was doing the right thing. It happened so quickly. I recited a little poem to her and pet her and held her for the last time.
She was so important to me. She was always there for me since I was a teenager. We had lived through so many things together. I can't believe she is gone. I feel like she's just at the vet right now and that I'm going to pick her up tomorrow.
My fiance and I spent yesterday doing things that would distract me. It helped. Today though we picked up all of her toys and bedding and bowls and things that I had collected over the 18 years that I had her. We cleaned up any messes that were left. Now I have a clean place but no Paprika .
I know it will take some time to get used to her absence but I'm doing my best to focus on the fact that she is no longer suffering. As hard as it may be now, I know that it will get easier with time.
We know we want a dog and a cat once we buy a house which will be some time next year. For right now, I am just mourning her absence and trying to move on. I'll never forget her. She was so special to me. RIP Paprika