We used to have a cat called Sammy, she was black and white and very loving. I hated school (I was 11) so much so that I used to have fake coughs. After worming out of school on many occasions with these coughs my Gran decided to take me to the docter. He said I had asthma, I knew I hadn't but as long as I got out of school it didn't matter.
Anyway we got home, told my Grandad the news and he said we'd better get rid of Sammy, so we did. She was 12 years old and I never knew what happened to her, all I know was she went to a shelter. I feel so guilty about what I did.
I'm not writing this for sympathy, I don't want it, what I did was so wrong and I hated myself for doing it.
Now I have Suki and I hope that Sammy can forgive me for what I did, because I can't. Sammy did nothing wrong, she ended up with no home because of my selfishness. I was young and I didn't think my Grandad would send Sammy to a shelter, but he did.
I like to think Sammy was re-incarnated into Suki because it makes me feel a little better, although I don't deserve to feel better.
Sammy, please forgive me, I didn't mean to have you taken away, I'm so sorry.
Anyway we got home, told my Grandad the news and he said we'd better get rid of Sammy, so we did. She was 12 years old and I never knew what happened to her, all I know was she went to a shelter. I feel so guilty about what I did.
I'm not writing this for sympathy, I don't want it, what I did was so wrong and I hated myself for doing it.
Now I have Suki and I hope that Sammy can forgive me for what I did, because I can't. Sammy did nothing wrong, she ended up with no home because of my selfishness. I was young and I didn't think my Grandad would send Sammy to a shelter, but he did.
I like to think Sammy was re-incarnated into Suki because it makes me feel a little better, although I don't deserve to feel better.
Sammy, please forgive me, I didn't mean to have you taken away, I'm so sorry.