This is so hard for me to talk about without crying. In case anyone forgot i have 3 cats Yucky,Heather,and Cocoa,well i had 3 cats now i have 1 and an adopted cat that nobody wanted. Cocoa was 12 yrs old and just about 3 weeks ago she got outside by accident. she hadnt been feeling well and i tried to find her and couldnt for a week. Then my neighbor found my baby by her porch. My son came in the door crying and i knew it wasnt good news. I went down and picked my Cocoa up and took her home and buried her in my flower garden. A week after that I had Yucky outside with me shes 14.She always stayed home. That day she was laying on the porch and i decided to run up town. I was probably only gone 10 minutes and when i got home my girl was gone.I thought maybe she was visiting the neighbors but i havent seen her since.Ive looked everywhere and every day i holler for her in the hopes that she will come home but she dont.She was very special to me. I always called her my girl.She slept with me every night and always put her legs around my neck and layed her head on my shoulder.Its been 3 weeks now and i dont think she is coming back.Now Heather doesnt want to come inside anymore.She lays out in the backyard in the flower garden where i buried Cocoa.She knows something is wrong and i hold her everyday. I always tell her it will be alright but deep in my heart I know my Yucky is gone just like Cocoa. I pray everynight that Yucky is ok and will find her way home.Praying for a miracle please God bring my girl home. kittens