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As i write this i am crying, they just called to let me know my baby JAxx remains were ready to pick up... I had and fell in love with my handsome baby (5 month old) for almost 3 months.. He had a sneezy cold that lead to so many complications.. and i had to make the decision.. i can tell u i stayed and held him.. and kissed his face and died a little myself.. but what helped me was.. i know this will sound crazy..he told me.. he told me mamma im ready.. .. it was the look in his eyes, him not being able to stand without tipping over.. his disheveled fur.. he didnt purr.. i wanted and did all i could $4 K in bills.. i would have paid whatever i had to to make him better.. but as his mamma.. i knew i could not let him suffer.. he is my forever baby kitty.. My love and respect for my Jaxx let me listen to what he wanted.. needed.. and i have peace in my heart that i did what was right.. because his eyes told me.. Im so sorry..it is so hard.. im still crying daily and its been 8 days..