Well, they say God works in mysterious ways and I firmly believe that
Saturday morning I woke up with HORRIBLE cramps. I didn't get out of bed for about an hour after I woke up. My back was hurting and I felt sick to my stomach.
Brandon was nice enough to bring me coffee in bed and rub my back.
Well, I went to the bathroom and figured Aunt Flo was the reason... Until I checked my calender
My monthly wasn't due for another 2 weeks but I figured that because I only had it for a day and a ½, last month (due to stress... or so I thought) that it would be a bad one.
All day I felt horrible. Bad enough that I called my Dr. He suggested it was my ovarian cysts and that I could go to the ER but w/o them having my medical history, they couldn't do much and would probably tell me to go see him on Monday.
So I suffered through the weekend with the cramps and the bleeding and on Monday, I made an appointment.
I went in yesterday to find out something I didn't expect......I had a miscarriage
We didn't even know or think I was pregnant! I was told by the Dr. a few years back that I wasn't able to have anymore so this came as a complete shock to both Brandon and I.
I was apparently 6½ weeks. They ran tests, took blood, did an ultrasound and they are trying to find out if it was due to the cysts or from stress
I will get the results on Friday. If it was from the cysts then I'm possibly looking at having a partial hysterectomy.
I go in Monday for another ultrasound to find out if I will need to have a D&C done.
I really hope I don't have to because it's really rough on a woman's body to have that done
Suprisingly, Brandon was more upset about it then I was. He doesn't have any biological children and even though we've talked about how we don't want anymore, I think secretly he was heartbroken.
But we both did agree that right now is not the time to have a baby. Not with the economy the way it is and with me being out of a job, plus, we're are going to have to move right after Christmas due to the house we're renting being under foreclosure.
So can I have some vibes that I don't have to have the procedure done?
Saturday morning I woke up with HORRIBLE cramps. I didn't get out of bed for about an hour after I woke up. My back was hurting and I felt sick to my stomach.
Brandon was nice enough to bring me coffee in bed and rub my back.
Well, I went to the bathroom and figured Aunt Flo was the reason... Until I checked my calender
My monthly wasn't due for another 2 weeks but I figured that because I only had it for a day and a ½, last month (due to stress... or so I thought) that it would be a bad one.
All day I felt horrible. Bad enough that I called my Dr. He suggested it was my ovarian cysts and that I could go to the ER but w/o them having my medical history, they couldn't do much and would probably tell me to go see him on Monday.
So I suffered through the weekend with the cramps and the bleeding and on Monday, I made an appointment.
I went in yesterday to find out something I didn't expect......I had a miscarriage
We didn't even know or think I was pregnant! I was told by the Dr. a few years back that I wasn't able to have anymore so this came as a complete shock to both Brandon and I.
I was apparently 6½ weeks. They ran tests, took blood, did an ultrasound and they are trying to find out if it was due to the cysts or from stress
I will get the results on Friday. If it was from the cysts then I'm possibly looking at having a partial hysterectomy.
I go in Monday for another ultrasound to find out if I will need to have a D&C done.
I really hope I don't have to because it's really rough on a woman's body to have that done
Suprisingly, Brandon was more upset about it then I was. He doesn't have any biological children and even though we've talked about how we don't want anymore, I think secretly he was heartbroken.
But we both did agree that right now is not the time to have a baby. Not with the economy the way it is and with me being out of a job, plus, we're are going to have to move right after Christmas due to the house we're renting being under foreclosure.
So can I have some vibes that I don't have to have the procedure done?