My cat Bella has disappeared and I'm just so devastated! It's been a full 6 days now and this is the first time she's ever done this since i got her spayed.i did my best to keep calm the first few days so i can focus on finding her.but after exhausting everything to find her, I'm starting to feel hopeless.I've just been trying so hard not to cry but I'm so tired emotionally and physically! Im starting to feel like something bad hashappened to her. And i hate myself for that.
Bella is not just a cat
She was special. When i lost my ten-year old kitty the same time everything at home fell apart, i went into depression.it was really hard to just breathe. Then Bella came to my life and gave me hope. She was an abused kitten. I thought i saved her but the fact is,she saved me. And i don't wanna go through that dark phase again. I know I'm just ranting now, sorry. But this is my only outlet. Only people who love cats will probably understand me best. Please help me. I dunno what to do anymore.
Bella is not just a cat
She was special. When i lost my ten-year old kitty the same time everything at home fell apart, i went into depression.it was really hard to just breathe. Then Bella came to my life and gave me hope. She was an abused kitten. I thought i saved her but the fact is,she saved me. And i don't wanna go through that dark phase again. I know I'm just ranting now, sorry. But this is my only outlet. Only people who love cats will probably understand me best. Please help me. I dunno what to do anymore.