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Merry Christmas my baby boy. My first Christmas without you and it hurts me everyday still that you are gone. I feel I abandoned you and deserted your trust in me. It kills me that you were under anesthetic unsuspecting as to what would transpire and I told you I wouldn't put you down. The smart boy that you are and your unbelievable ability with your sixth sense hurts me even more knowing you probably knew that you wpuldnt wake up from your operation. I'd say there is a huge chance you knew your time was up, and it kills me. It kills me that you were scared when I left you and would have been scared and felt abandoned waiting in the cage for your op. I live with this, and will for the rest of my life.
I wish I acted different. I want you here with me. I love you. Merry Christmas my guardian angel.
God bless you Bruce.
I Love you.
I wish I acted different. I want you here with me. I love you. Merry Christmas my guardian angel.
God bless you Bruce.
I Love you.
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