Well tomorrow at 10.00am I will be back at work for that meeting that I have so badly not wanted and am totally scared lifeless over. I know what its about and pretty much what they are going to ask me, however, its my boss that will be funny with me and she will not have any consideration at all for the way I am.
I started the new drug last night and today, its taken me until 15.00 to even get some form of relief. Passed out I think today as have no recollection of something I was doing, then I was on the floor. Someone I know told me today that I looked totally withdrawn, as if my eyes had sunk back and asked if I had lost weight. About 3/4 of a stone at the moment and still dropping....
So, finally the day will come tomorrow and I am so scared of what she will say to force me back when I am not remotely ready enough. The hospital back me up but knowing her, it wont count for nothing. So, spare me a few good vibes and ask that she will leave me alone as I so desperately need. We now believe I near as had a breakdown some months ago and none of the stress of this is helping at all.
Did go for the interview on Tues and gave it everything, am praying everything was enough.
Feel so incredibly bad today and will be in bed by 17.00 - its now 15.51.
Sorry to moan, am so so worried
Kev
I started the new drug last night and today, its taken me until 15.00 to even get some form of relief. Passed out I think today as have no recollection of something I was doing, then I was on the floor. Someone I know told me today that I looked totally withdrawn, as if my eyes had sunk back and asked if I had lost weight. About 3/4 of a stone at the moment and still dropping....
So, finally the day will come tomorrow and I am so scared of what she will say to force me back when I am not remotely ready enough. The hospital back me up but knowing her, it wont count for nothing. So, spare me a few good vibes and ask that she will leave me alone as I so desperately need. We now believe I near as had a breakdown some months ago and none of the stress of this is helping at all.
Did go for the interview on Tues and gave it everything, am praying everything was enough.
Feel so incredibly bad today and will be in bed by 17.00 - its now 15.51.
Sorry to moan, am so so worried
Kev