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Thank you all...we're doing as well as we can be here. Leo is extremely confused.
I met my foster, though, and I am head over heels in love with her. So that helped brighten my day a little. We're working hard to prepare her room for her arrival, so I'll let everyone know some GOOD news for once when it happens. She needs a name...a beautiful, petite calico. Hopefully, that occassion will be a happy one.
As heartbroken as I am for losing her, I felt so greatly, greatly relieved when she passed. As much as I wish she were still alive, watching her struggle for breath and lose all that weight despite how hard I tried to feed her was so much worse than this. As rotten as I feel right now, I know that now I get to heal and she is forever at peace. I can stop wondering and know that wherever we go after we die can't be worse than the pain of wasting away the way she was. It's going to be a steep, uphill climb for me, but I know that eventually this will get easier. I just feel so down in the dumps right now. If I could ask for anything, it would be for the crying to stop.
I met my foster, though, and I am head over heels in love with her. So that helped brighten my day a little. We're working hard to prepare her room for her arrival, so I'll let everyone know some GOOD news for once when it happens. She needs a name...a beautiful, petite calico. Hopefully, that occassion will be a happy one.
As heartbroken as I am for losing her, I felt so greatly, greatly relieved when she passed. As much as I wish she were still alive, watching her struggle for breath and lose all that weight despite how hard I tried to feed her was so much worse than this. As rotten as I feel right now, I know that now I get to heal and she is forever at peace. I can stop wondering and know that wherever we go after we die can't be worse than the pain of wasting away the way she was. It's going to be a steep, uphill climb for me, but I know that eventually this will get easier. I just feel so down in the dumps right now. If I could ask for anything, it would be for the crying to stop.