Hello everyone! I am new to this website, as well as new to being a cat mama. I adopted my kitty Luna at the end of May this year, she's a black domestic shorthair and was a year old when I got her. For the most part, Luna is a great cat. Very laid back, always uses her litter box, not very picky about food so it was easy to transition her from dry to wet, vocal and chirpy. Quite possibly a perfect cat for a first time owner. But I'm feeling a little down in the dumps when it comes to developing a bond with her. I've read plenty of stuff on the net, I take time to play with her, we have a feeding schedule. She's always super excited when I get home from work, and will often come and sit near me (which, as I've discovered, is a kitty way of saying "I trust you a lot"). Sometimes in the early hours of the morning, she'll even jump into my bed and curl up next to me. But she absolutely does not like being handled. Pets are fine, but if I pick her up, she meows like crazy. She's even scratched and hissed. Of course, I've told myself that I just need to respect her and not pick her up, and show her my affections in other ways, like coming and sitting near her (she likes that). But then, I'll just get over-zealous and impatient if she's being really cute and pick her up, and then she gets angry, and then I get frustrated and annoyed with myself, and end up just feeling like all my hard work from before has gone down the drain and I'm just making her like me less and less.
I'm trying not to feel like I'm entitled to her being overly cuddly and affectionate, because I know that I'm not owed anything from her. Maybe it would even be easier if someone would just tell me some cats never become lap cats. I just feel flustered because at the shelter they told me she was a super friendly lap cat. And she IS friendly! She is not shy of strangers and definitely loves being stroked. I guess I'm just a frustrated newbie cat owner wondering if I'm making my cat hate me, or if she'll ever be at the point where she likes to be on my lap. I've even tried offering her treats in my lap and she won't come and take them. So... do any of you lovely people have experiences or advice you could share on how I can cultivate a good relationship with my kitty? Will she eventually like being held, or is it just a thing some cats don't like? I realise this is a weird and convoluted post, but I'm just looking for some guidance on how to be a better companion to Luna.
Oh, and here's a picture of her, because she's adorable and I love looking at her face
I'm trying not to feel like I'm entitled to her being overly cuddly and affectionate, because I know that I'm not owed anything from her. Maybe it would even be easier if someone would just tell me some cats never become lap cats. I just feel flustered because at the shelter they told me she was a super friendly lap cat. And she IS friendly! She is not shy of strangers and definitely loves being stroked. I guess I'm just a frustrated newbie cat owner wondering if I'm making my cat hate me, or if she'll ever be at the point where she likes to be on my lap. I've even tried offering her treats in my lap and she won't come and take them. So... do any of you lovely people have experiences or advice you could share on how I can cultivate a good relationship with my kitty? Will she eventually like being held, or is it just a thing some cats don't like? I realise this is a weird and convoluted post, but I'm just looking for some guidance on how to be a better companion to Luna.
Oh, and here's a picture of her, because she's adorable and I love looking at her face