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Hi all! I've been away from the site for quite sometime (other than silent lurking) and have come back with a bit of a big concern on my end.
My cat Bowie and I have been the best of friends for the last two years. I've had my ups and downs with him (who hasn't, especially as a new cat owner!) but that cat has meant the absolute world to me and I know he loves me the same in return. He has brought so much joy and peace to my life and I cannot imagine it without him.
Recently I started to research the possibility of adopting a second cat. I truly love animals and there were a couple reasons I thought it would be a good idea, not the least of which is that Bowie is a pretty friendly and affectionate cat and has done well sharing space with other cats in the past. This of course was when he was still a bit small himself, but he has never hissed or shown any major aggression with other animals, nor people, since. He's just very nice!
Some other reasons include elements of my personal situation: I have family that lives far away and when I go home to visit I try to spend about 2 weeks with them. That's a bit of a long time to just have someone check in on Bowie and otherwise leave him alone -- to remedy this he's gone on the plane with me a few times and done well, but I realized a companion could be really beneficial for him to not have to do this. I also work (from home for the forseeable future) but anticipate I will have to return to my in-office life in maybe the next six months or so. Bowie, despite being 2.5 years, is also still very playful and will usually entertain himself, but if I get out a special toy it's like he's a kitten again. I had thought a second cat could help keep him young at heart and enjoy playtime when I am unable to play with him myself. All good things, right?
Enter second cat. He's about 6 months estimated by the shelter I got him from though I suspect he might be a little older just because he is so, so mellow and behaves much like an older cat would. Friendly, affectionate, and a siamese mix just like Bowie. Despite the bit of age difference I had thought this would be a good match.
So far, not so. It's been a few days and I have kept the new cat (who I still haven't been able to name yet) away from Bowie in my office. I live in a two bedroom with a lot of space so this cat has all of his amenities in here and seems to be fine with it so far. Bowie, on the other hand, is pretty stressed, which in turn makes me overwhelmingly stressed. They ended up seeing each other once in the first day (I trusted my instincts/what my foster let me know about this new cat) and decided to let it play out. Nothing overtly bad happened, but my once sweet and affectionate Bowie was growling, tail fluffed, and hissed. The new cat was a bit frightened but not wanting to run or hide, just sort of tucking into me. I separated them and have not since let them physically interact
again.
Following this I've tried to backtrack: to mix their scents, all of the recommended introduction tactics both on this site and through folks like Jackson Galaxy, etc. So far I am taking it slow, as suggested, and trying to do right by both cats despite my own impatience. Bowie so far is not a fan and has already peed outside of his box to show me so. Additionally, he has been a little more vocal with me, which is usually his tell-tale "hey mom I'm not loving this!" sign. In general though he is responding okay to scent mixing -- he'll check out the new cat's smell and won't hiss/growl/etc. I did at one point pick him up recently after I had interacted with the new cat about 10 minutes prior and he growled in my arms likely at the scent I had on me. Not a great feeling.
What is hurting me the most however is the anxiety I feel about this new cat. I think it's natural to feel regret/"adopters remorse" -- I regretted Bowie at first because it was a big change! -- but I don't know why I hadn't expected to feel similarly about the new cat. I was just so excited to add a new family member and thought this would be a great fit for everyone. I live alone and both Bowie and I love our schedules, though, so I already don't like how radically altered I've had to make things for this new cat. It's not his fault and he is a wonderful cat, I just feel a bit stupid that change is hurting me so much.
I also don't know why I hadn't anticipated how much Bowie's potential rejection would hurt me. Above all, he's my number one. I know I could grow to love this new cat, but I knew a part of me would not be able to live with myself if Bowie never "came around" on this new cat. That works for some households but I just don't see it working for me or my cat in a way that I would feel comfortable with. The idea that this also could take months and he may never actually be okay with things really breaks my heart. The shelter I got new kitty from has a 2 week trial period where if, for any reason, you need to return your cat, you will be able to do so. I don't want to rely on this because it's unfair to the little guy, but I do think this new cat would easily find another home if I couldn't keep him. I can't stress enough how mellow, calm, and affectionate he is; uses his litter box, scratches appropriately, everything. He is an as close as you could get to "perfect" cat. Not to mention beautiful, not that that should matter but I know that he's such a looker he wouldn't be missing out for long.
Anyway, I just needed to vent and wondered if anybody had gone through similar feelings/a similar experience before. I am still torn on whether or not I am going to keep this cat but I feel so awful thinking about returning him. I feel awful about actually keeping him, too, which I know is just a cyclical effect and hurts all of us involved. The people close to me in my life keep telling me to just give it a little more time but I am so consumed with anxiety it's hard to see the light past the dark.
Thank you!
My cat Bowie and I have been the best of friends for the last two years. I've had my ups and downs with him (who hasn't, especially as a new cat owner!) but that cat has meant the absolute world to me and I know he loves me the same in return. He has brought so much joy and peace to my life and I cannot imagine it without him.
Recently I started to research the possibility of adopting a second cat. I truly love animals and there were a couple reasons I thought it would be a good idea, not the least of which is that Bowie is a pretty friendly and affectionate cat and has done well sharing space with other cats in the past. This of course was when he was still a bit small himself, but he has never hissed or shown any major aggression with other animals, nor people, since. He's just very nice!
Some other reasons include elements of my personal situation: I have family that lives far away and when I go home to visit I try to spend about 2 weeks with them. That's a bit of a long time to just have someone check in on Bowie and otherwise leave him alone -- to remedy this he's gone on the plane with me a few times and done well, but I realized a companion could be really beneficial for him to not have to do this. I also work (from home for the forseeable future) but anticipate I will have to return to my in-office life in maybe the next six months or so. Bowie, despite being 2.5 years, is also still very playful and will usually entertain himself, but if I get out a special toy it's like he's a kitten again. I had thought a second cat could help keep him young at heart and enjoy playtime when I am unable to play with him myself. All good things, right?
Enter second cat. He's about 6 months estimated by the shelter I got him from though I suspect he might be a little older just because he is so, so mellow and behaves much like an older cat would. Friendly, affectionate, and a siamese mix just like Bowie. Despite the bit of age difference I had thought this would be a good match.
So far, not so. It's been a few days and I have kept the new cat (who I still haven't been able to name yet) away from Bowie in my office. I live in a two bedroom with a lot of space so this cat has all of his amenities in here and seems to be fine with it so far. Bowie, on the other hand, is pretty stressed, which in turn makes me overwhelmingly stressed. They ended up seeing each other once in the first day (I trusted my instincts/what my foster let me know about this new cat) and decided to let it play out. Nothing overtly bad happened, but my once sweet and affectionate Bowie was growling, tail fluffed, and hissed. The new cat was a bit frightened but not wanting to run or hide, just sort of tucking into me. I separated them and have not since let them physically interact
again.
Following this I've tried to backtrack: to mix their scents, all of the recommended introduction tactics both on this site and through folks like Jackson Galaxy, etc. So far I am taking it slow, as suggested, and trying to do right by both cats despite my own impatience. Bowie so far is not a fan and has already peed outside of his box to show me so. Additionally, he has been a little more vocal with me, which is usually his tell-tale "hey mom I'm not loving this!" sign. In general though he is responding okay to scent mixing -- he'll check out the new cat's smell and won't hiss/growl/etc. I did at one point pick him up recently after I had interacted with the new cat about 10 minutes prior and he growled in my arms likely at the scent I had on me. Not a great feeling.
What is hurting me the most however is the anxiety I feel about this new cat. I think it's natural to feel regret/"adopters remorse" -- I regretted Bowie at first because it was a big change! -- but I don't know why I hadn't expected to feel similarly about the new cat. I was just so excited to add a new family member and thought this would be a great fit for everyone. I live alone and both Bowie and I love our schedules, though, so I already don't like how radically altered I've had to make things for this new cat. It's not his fault and he is a wonderful cat, I just feel a bit stupid that change is hurting me so much.
I also don't know why I hadn't anticipated how much Bowie's potential rejection would hurt me. Above all, he's my number one. I know I could grow to love this new cat, but I knew a part of me would not be able to live with myself if Bowie never "came around" on this new cat. That works for some households but I just don't see it working for me or my cat in a way that I would feel comfortable with. The idea that this also could take months and he may never actually be okay with things really breaks my heart. The shelter I got new kitty from has a 2 week trial period where if, for any reason, you need to return your cat, you will be able to do so. I don't want to rely on this because it's unfair to the little guy, but I do think this new cat would easily find another home if I couldn't keep him. I can't stress enough how mellow, calm, and affectionate he is; uses his litter box, scratches appropriately, everything. He is an as close as you could get to "perfect" cat. Not to mention beautiful, not that that should matter but I know that he's such a looker he wouldn't be missing out for long.
Anyway, I just needed to vent and wondered if anybody had gone through similar feelings/a similar experience before. I am still torn on whether or not I am going to keep this cat but I feel so awful thinking about returning him. I feel awful about actually keeping him, too, which I know is just a cyclical effect and hurts all of us involved. The people close to me in my life keep telling me to just give it a little more time but I am so consumed with anxiety it's hard to see the light past the dark.
Thank you!