Jeeze guys. I'm having such a hard time emotionally right now. I had another miscarriage. This pregnancy lasted a little longer than the first. The doctors still say that there isn't anything wrong with me, but I'm begining to wonder. I mean, she told me last time that my next pregnancy should be completely normal. Now I don't know what to think. I am so undone.
I've decided that we should take extra precautions for a while, I just don't want to go through all of this again. Maybe in a year or two we can try again and hopefully everything will go ok. I know that some of you have and are going through the same thing. I guess I just had this misconception that everything would be fine, and that there was no need to worry. I don't know what to think now. I don't know what to do anymore. I know that I am still young and have plenty of time, but that dosen't really matter to me right now. I can't help but wonder what I'm doing wrong. I take good care of myself. I just don't know. My best friend just found out she is pregnant, and they aren't married and weren't trying. I'm doing my best to be happy for her, because she is SO excited and I want to be too, but its really hard right now and I'm afraid its going to hurt our friendship. I don't want it to, but its kinda hard to be around her right now and hear them talk about planning for the baby and stuff. It hurts.
Anyway, thanks for letting me vent a little. At least I can come here and get away from it all, sorta.
I've decided that we should take extra precautions for a while, I just don't want to go through all of this again. Maybe in a year or two we can try again and hopefully everything will go ok. I know that some of you have and are going through the same thing. I guess I just had this misconception that everything would be fine, and that there was no need to worry. I don't know what to think now. I don't know what to do anymore. I know that I am still young and have plenty of time, but that dosen't really matter to me right now. I can't help but wonder what I'm doing wrong. I take good care of myself. I just don't know. My best friend just found out she is pregnant, and they aren't married and weren't trying. I'm doing my best to be happy for her, because she is SO excited and I want to be too, but its really hard right now and I'm afraid its going to hurt our friendship. I don't want it to, but its kinda hard to be around her right now and hear them talk about planning for the baby and stuff. It hurts.
Anyway, thanks for letting me vent a little. At least I can come here and get away from it all, sorta.