A lot of people in my life were agaisnt me having as many cats as I had (and I was going to get more). After a lot of discussions (and persuasion) I started to think I was wrong having my three cats. the more i listened the more I began to think maybe it would be better with one. I just had to say i suppose it would be easier and my family were al to eager to look for homes for two of them. Amadeus and Symphony were given to a lady who was looking for two kittens. It all happened so quickly a matter of days when I decided (well more pursuaded) that it would be better having one cat. She lived in a nice house with a big garden and seemed very kind.
My life doesn't feel any better. Infact I feel miserable. More than miserable. I fel as though I have given two of my chilren away.
Every one I know is saying isn't your life so much easier for you now? Arn't you feeling freer. Isn't it great your not as distracted? you can now get on with your life. I don't see how I can.
I really thought I wouldn't do this. I had friends, family and a rather pushy mentel health support worker (o and not to mention my friends from church) encouraging me to just keep one for ages and I always felt I wouldn't listen to them. The more I talked to them the more I started to think maybe I should just have one maybe one is better..
I wish it hadn't taken this but it seems it has for me to realize that no matter what people say to you negativ or positiv you should live how you wish to live regardless. Of course financial issues need to be thought of when keeping pets (but this was never about money).
I am feeling very sad today. I would ring the women I gave them too but I don't have her number and it was a few weeks a go. Oh what have I done. I still have my beautiful Nefertiti. I didn't feel good when they went, I had a nasty gut feeling like some thing was wrong. Then when they had gone I cried and couldn't sleep.
Every one who knows me was telling me I'd done the right thing. Every one was telling me well done.
Why did I listen to any one I feel like such a stupid person...
Not only that I stopped my opportunity of own two stunning BSH kittens that I was looking into getting. I feel so sad there hasn't been a day where I've felt "happier" since they went..
I am going to get some more kittens (I will first see if I can get my beautiful Amadeus and Symphony back) and I will not allow any one in my home who disagrees with them being here. That even includes my stupid support worker. If she wants to help me she has to accept me and not try and fit me into a neat little package with normal written on it. Having as many cats as I did had nothing to do with my mentel health witch is panic attacks in public and feeling scared in new situations. I will not even entertain any one by listening to them when they have some thing negative to say about the cats I keep. Why did I listen to them? No one has a right to tell me how I should live..
Oh what have i done
I am not speaking to a number of "friends" who encouraged me to do this. Nothing positiv has come from this. Well a nice lady has two beautiful loving cats I guess.. If any one on this site is considering rehoming cats after having "sensible" conversations with people. Please think to yourself how you and the cats will benefit and if it is truly what you want. Ok life is harder having three cats (and even more so I am sure with five) but so much more rewarding.
My life doesn't feel any better. Infact I feel miserable. More than miserable. I fel as though I have given two of my chilren away.
Every one I know is saying isn't your life so much easier for you now? Arn't you feeling freer. Isn't it great your not as distracted? you can now get on with your life. I don't see how I can.
I really thought I wouldn't do this. I had friends, family and a rather pushy mentel health support worker (o and not to mention my friends from church) encouraging me to just keep one for ages and I always felt I wouldn't listen to them. The more I talked to them the more I started to think maybe I should just have one maybe one is better..
I wish it hadn't taken this but it seems it has for me to realize that no matter what people say to you negativ or positiv you should live how you wish to live regardless. Of course financial issues need to be thought of when keeping pets (but this was never about money).
I am feeling very sad today. I would ring the women I gave them too but I don't have her number and it was a few weeks a go. Oh what have I done. I still have my beautiful Nefertiti. I didn't feel good when they went, I had a nasty gut feeling like some thing was wrong. Then when they had gone I cried and couldn't sleep.
Every one who knows me was telling me I'd done the right thing. Every one was telling me well done.
Why did I listen to any one I feel like such a stupid person...
Not only that I stopped my opportunity of own two stunning BSH kittens that I was looking into getting. I feel so sad there hasn't been a day where I've felt "happier" since they went..
I am going to get some more kittens (I will first see if I can get my beautiful Amadeus and Symphony back) and I will not allow any one in my home who disagrees with them being here. That even includes my stupid support worker. If she wants to help me she has to accept me and not try and fit me into a neat little package with normal written on it. Having as many cats as I did had nothing to do with my mentel health witch is panic attacks in public and feeling scared in new situations. I will not even entertain any one by listening to them when they have some thing negative to say about the cats I keep. Why did I listen to them? No one has a right to tell me how I should live..
Oh what have i done
I am not speaking to a number of "friends" who encouraged me to do this. Nothing positiv has come from this. Well a nice lady has two beautiful loving cats I guess.. If any one on this site is considering rehoming cats after having "sensible" conversations with people. Please think to yourself how you and the cats will benefit and if it is truly what you want. Ok life is harder having three cats (and even more so I am sure with five) but so much more rewarding.