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Losing Jasmine has been such a big shock. Seeing it all. When i can't see Tristan i feel so alone and lost wandering around. Reminding myself i'm not dreaming. I dont want a hug from dad, i have no emotions invested in him or from him. Mum is trying to deal with the loss at work and i just hug her when she comes home, and we don't talk too much because we're too sad.
I know i chose not to make any more friends after college, because i got bullied, backstabbed and hurt by the people who i thought were friends, and just cruel people who didnt like me because i wasn't skinny and pretty and in a popular group. I wish i knew you guys in real life. The time difference is annoying because when i make posts you guys are asleep or elsewhere.
I know some of you are from Australia but overseas. Are any of you actually in Oz, possibly Victoria and possibly Melbourne (to make more of a pinpoint).
I'm finding it very hard to be alone. I'm sorry if im dragging anyone down. Ill go away now
I know i chose not to make any more friends after college, because i got bullied, backstabbed and hurt by the people who i thought were friends, and just cruel people who didnt like me because i wasn't skinny and pretty and in a popular group. I wish i knew you guys in real life. The time difference is annoying because when i make posts you guys are asleep or elsewhere.
I know some of you are from Australia but overseas. Are any of you actually in Oz, possibly Victoria and possibly Melbourne (to make more of a pinpoint).
I'm finding it very hard to be alone. I'm sorry if im dragging anyone down. Ill go away now