I am drunk, almost all the time.
Not really drunk, but maintaining, well yes drunk but longing for sleep, for life, for something I cant explain. My life is going away again, and this upsets me, but I drink some more and that goes away. Not good.
I wake up with etreme anxiety atacks, when I try to sleep or in waking, it always happens to me, hung over or not.
I dont even like coming here now for fear of what i have said, and will probably not be here in the am. (Yes, i am drunk, again)
It is all I know, how do I change that?
No 12 step, been there, done that
Not really drunk, but maintaining, well yes drunk but longing for sleep, for life, for something I cant explain. My life is going away again, and this upsets me, but I drink some more and that goes away. Not good.
I wake up with etreme anxiety atacks, when I try to sleep or in waking, it always happens to me, hung over or not.
I dont even like coming here now for fear of what i have said, and will probably not be here in the am. (Yes, i am drunk, again)
It is all I know, how do I change that?
No 12 step, been there, done that