I was busy here browing TCS drinking my coke when My mother goes come here Sam, I ran over much to my dislike , and saw the words jumping out onto me , man attemps to commit suicide, I contuined to read on and what I read brought absoulute tears to my eyes, I smashed my coke across the room, I screamed chucked the phone and just cried.
37 year old man Adrian Macnamara of Italian Heritage was one of my parents ( Mothers & Step Dad's best friend) attepmted to commit suicide , he lived in a flat renting one bedroom and indowsed the place with gasoline and then striking a match , yelling " May this let the devil rid me and all that other crap.. etc etc" he managed to escape with a few burns and he did over $50,000 worth of damage, he was sentanced to over 300 hours of communtity service and is on I think it's Probation or something , what really got me was his family has tried to kill him before he earned alot of money but blew it all on gambling,drinking & drugs ( we didn't know this) - he once went into my mothers work - this was 1 week before he attempted fate and asked for money, mum said no , she doesn't like borrowing money. My family was very close to Adrian he used to come and stay for weeks at a time he had good friends, invented lots of games and was a terrible singer(
) , He was a great person but had borrwed money from Ian(step-dad) before and we hadn't seen him since easter, he has an unlisted number and we couldn't get ahold of him.
He admitted to the judges his family had mental history and he lived in a fantasy world.
I'm not looking for sympathy- I just wanted to rant- as you know my life sucks recently and as I was just getting a grip' on myself this has just made it worse, My step dad moved out a week or two ago and i had to ring him to tell him my feelings, I hope you don't think I'm crazy or anything but this upsets me SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much
Much Love, samantha
37 year old man Adrian Macnamara of Italian Heritage was one of my parents ( Mothers & Step Dad's best friend) attepmted to commit suicide , he lived in a flat renting one bedroom and indowsed the place with gasoline and then striking a match , yelling " May this let the devil rid me and all that other crap.. etc etc" he managed to escape with a few burns and he did over $50,000 worth of damage, he was sentanced to over 300 hours of communtity service and is on I think it's Probation or something , what really got me was his family has tried to kill him before he earned alot of money but blew it all on gambling,drinking & drugs ( we didn't know this) - he once went into my mothers work - this was 1 week before he attempted fate and asked for money, mum said no , she doesn't like borrowing money. My family was very close to Adrian he used to come and stay for weeks at a time he had good friends, invented lots of games and was a terrible singer(
He admitted to the judges his family had mental history and he lived in a fantasy world.
I'm not looking for sympathy- I just wanted to rant- as you know my life sucks recently and as I was just getting a grip' on myself this has just made it worse, My step dad moved out a week or two ago and i had to ring him to tell him my feelings, I hope you don't think I'm crazy or anything but this upsets me SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much
Much Love, samantha