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I'm not going to go in to a lot of detail but here is the link to a forum in case you're interested in knowing what I'm talking about http://www.thecatsite.com/t/304557/please-help
This issue that I was having finally had a solution. I'm overwhelmed and very very VERY thankful for the amount of support fellow members have given me throughout. Words can not describe how much I'm grateful for those people who tried to help me with their advice. But at the same time I feel so stressed out, and a bit depressed. I suffer from GAD (an anxiety disorder) I felt like this was too much for me to handle and I felt so helpless when I didn't know what to do. I cried out of frustration, & it still gets to me just thinking about it. I'm hoping Anubis recovers quickly, though I am still not sure if I will keep him for sure. I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to about this because they might think it's ridiculous & im overreacting. I'm so tired, I haven't eaten anything, I'm not even hungry. I don't know why I keep crying even though Anubis already has his medicine to help him get better. Also, since I've spent most of my time taking care of him I haven't spent much time with my other cat. I would baby talk her and pet her and kiss her head but I'm not sure if it was enough. & I know she senses it. After I gave Anubis his antibiotics and let him rest, I went out to try an recover lost time with my cat. I guess she was able to smell him even though I washed my hands and she kept hissing at me. Now I'm worried she will stress & hate me. My cat sleeps in my room every night but since I have to keep an eye on Anubis I let her stay in the living room for now so she won't get infected since URI is contagious through direct contact. It's also hard for me to sleep without her but I'm only doing it to keep her from getting sick. I'm having a lot of emotions at the moment. Even though Anubis already has his medication I still feel guilty & sad.
Thanks for taking the time to read this. I'm not expecting anyone to reply, but I just really needed to vent somewhere where I know there are people who may have gone through something similar..
This issue that I was having finally had a solution. I'm overwhelmed and very very VERY thankful for the amount of support fellow members have given me throughout. Words can not describe how much I'm grateful for those people who tried to help me with their advice. But at the same time I feel so stressed out, and a bit depressed. I suffer from GAD (an anxiety disorder) I felt like this was too much for me to handle and I felt so helpless when I didn't know what to do. I cried out of frustration, & it still gets to me just thinking about it. I'm hoping Anubis recovers quickly, though I am still not sure if I will keep him for sure. I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to about this because they might think it's ridiculous & im overreacting. I'm so tired, I haven't eaten anything, I'm not even hungry. I don't know why I keep crying even though Anubis already has his medicine to help him get better. Also, since I've spent most of my time taking care of him I haven't spent much time with my other cat. I would baby talk her and pet her and kiss her head but I'm not sure if it was enough. & I know she senses it. After I gave Anubis his antibiotics and let him rest, I went out to try an recover lost time with my cat. I guess she was able to smell him even though I washed my hands and she kept hissing at me. Now I'm worried she will stress & hate me. My cat sleeps in my room every night but since I have to keep an eye on Anubis I let her stay in the living room for now so she won't get infected since URI is contagious through direct contact. It's also hard for me to sleep without her but I'm only doing it to keep her from getting sick. I'm having a lot of emotions at the moment. Even though Anubis already has his medication I still feel guilty & sad.
Thanks for taking the time to read this. I'm not expecting anyone to reply, but I just really needed to vent somewhere where I know there are people who may have gone through something similar..