i know it's been months, some days it feels like a whole other life, when i was here,
present all the time, the thoughts and experiences, my heart in that time, everything changes.
i have changed.
i am neither here nor there.
i'm grieving. the love that i was in is now fallen into my hands, like the tears i havent been able to cry,
my heart is in my hands and the tears are in my heart.
i will be alright. i am not shattered, nor are my ideals, only my heart, and that will heal.
time. it always comes to that, we all need time.
i miss you all, i wish i could have been here for all of you - through it all.
but i am here, dont forget me.
there is a current about me, an underlying energy that holds me to life.
present all the time, the thoughts and experiences, my heart in that time, everything changes.
i have changed.
i am neither here nor there.
i'm grieving. the love that i was in is now fallen into my hands, like the tears i havent been able to cry,
my heart is in my hands and the tears are in my heart.
i will be alright. i am not shattered, nor are my ideals, only my heart, and that will heal.
time. it always comes to that, we all need time.
i miss you all, i wish i could have been here for all of you - through it all.
but i am here, dont forget me.
there is a current about me, an underlying energy that holds me to life.