I just wanted to give you all a heads up on the fact that I may not be around here for a few days. As most of you know, this week has been a very emotional one for me. It's just been so up & down this week...and it's only Thursday!!! What I'd do for this week to end! First I had men issues (good & bad), I shared my news about my new job with everyone, then my pup Mandy is very ill...and now it's even worse. I got a call this morning at 5:30 from my former fiance' who told me his best friend (one of my friends) Todd was killed last night in an accident. Todd & I were pretty close for several years. We had our normal spats, but we always got over it. But when I broke off my engagement Todd hated me. He was so mean to me at first...said words I couldn't believe that he'd say to me. After some time, we both apologized for acting so childish & got along quite well. Our circle of friends started going their separate ways & I didn't see many of them for a few years even though we live in the same small town. Our lives were so different from each others. The last time I seen Todd was this spring & we talked like we were as close as ever. Unfortunately I never got to speak to him again. I'm so sad guys....so very sad. I just pray that he didn't suffer. From what I was told he was killed instantly. Just the though of him suffering hurts me so bad. I've cried so many tears this morning...don't know if I can cry anymore. I cry for him, for his wife (she has a brain tumor...I wrote about her this summer), his family & my friends. My heart just hurts. He was such a good guy...always such a ham. He'll truly be missed.
So, I probably won't be around here much. Need sometime to regroup & get prepared to say my goodbyes to my friend. This is the first friend I've ever lost & it's so hard. I always thought of growing old with my friends & chatting about the good ol days. Now I can't do that with him...
I've gotta go for now. Thanks everyone for being supportive this week...it's been one emotional week.
So, I probably won't be around here much. Need sometime to regroup & get prepared to say my goodbyes to my friend. This is the first friend I've ever lost & it's so hard. I always thought of growing old with my friends & chatting about the good ol days. Now I can't do that with him...
I've gotta go for now. Thanks everyone for being supportive this week...it's been one emotional week.