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i know this isnt the place but i dont know where to turn iam not handling this well at all..i recently had to put all of my 2 year old cats into foster care so that I don't lose my home...but I am distraught..i need help...I cant stop thinking the things going on and on in my head..I went to a website yesterday trying to show myself that cats do not feel or think the same way I do, that I am putting my human emotions on an animal and making myself sick, but it had this artcile about 2 cats who's owner died and they ended up in a shelter but would not eat so they got put into foster care and one recovered but one had to be put down...i keep thinking my babies are scared, sad, wondering why i sent them away why i dont love them, why they cant come home, where am i, that they want to come home, that they miss me, that they are thinking about home, are they with each other, are they really in foster? are they ion cages please I hope they are not pining for me or home i hope they totally forgot about me and are perfectly happy in the week thats passed...im just overwhelmed by thoughts of them of guilt of picking my place to live over loving them (ridiculous i know but that what i feel i did, like their lives were worth less than mine)...does anyone have any thoughts on how they may be faring? i love them so much ...for some reason i heard this song my sons listen to and one of the lyrics is I miss your pretty face and i always used to tell one of them how much i loved his beautiful face and i got sad then another thought bumped it up a notch saying all im thinking is how I feel and maybe they are thinking how sad they are that they cant see my face...or sit in my lap or anything..god im so bad this is terrible i am a grown woman brought to my emotional knees by this loss i miss them so much i wish i could bring them all home