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I'm so done...
These past couple months have been trying and there seems to be no end in sight.
We had a flood in the beginning of May, then a death in the family. After, I find out that my insurance isn't covering the flood damage, so I've had to do all the remediation and cleanup myself and will have to do all the rebuild myself as well. My house is a figgin' disaster because all the basement stuff is just all over the house until we finish sorting and purging and putting stuff back in the basement...which won't happen until I can finish putting it all back together. I managed to finally get the drywall up last weekend so at least we don't have to fight with stacked baby gates to keep the cats out of the basement anymore.
While our neighborhood was flooded, we got some unwanted guests in our house...stupid carpenter ants! Some of you may know that we've had a carpenter ant nest before, a few years ago. So although it's possible they we're just passing thru due to flooding, as I haven't seen any evidence since that one day. I can't really take a chance, due to our history and will have to bring the exterminator in. But I can't until the basement stuff is out of the way.
Our cable/internet provider is no longer offering the same TV lineup...many of which were the channels we watched. And although it's not a "big deal" in the grand scheme of things...it's just another thing I have to deal with, and because this affects all their customers, their customer service is overwhelmed and I just don't have time to sit on hold for 3-4 hours...what many have said they've had to wait. So I'm just paying full price for services I'm no longer receiving until I can get thru to them.
Our stupid shower/tub started leaking...even though we JUST fixed it last year...and plumbers are hard to come by right now so prices are thru the roof on that too.
Then we had to bring Miss Lily to the vet a couple weeks ago for an anal gland abscess. She's OK now and just finished her anti-biotics, But we still need to continue to work on why her poop is never firm enough.
Then just yesterday, my Husband had to bring the shop cat to the ER vet for a possible blockage...they suspect cystitis, but he has a history of blockage and crystals. He was treated and we brought him back but unfortunately my husband is currently on his way back again because he hasn't peed yet (since yesterday late morning) and we're afraid of a complete blockage.
And thru all this I still work full time and my husband has to run his business and of course there's the regular day to day stuff you have to keep up with. And as much as I hate to include this...but hey, I said I wanted a pity party... my health hasn't been up to par lately.
I'm also dealing with burn out from some previous stuff over the last few years that was starting to get a bit better but...it's tanked now again. The stress has cause my hair to fall out (I'm not bald or anything...but it still bothers and worries me). I've gained weight which plays real havoc on my self esteem. My anxiety levels are consistently on high alert so I'm irritable, forgetful, etc... I'm EXAUSTED all the time and my physical issues (chronic pain and muscle issues) are being stressed. And I don't think I can remember when I didn't have a headache. Even my tongue hurts in the morning from my clenching at night.
There's so much more detail I can give about my physical/metal well being but I'll stop now...
One of the biggest things about all this stuff is it all costs SO MUCH money that we just don't have...and TBH it's pisses me off that I have to spend what savings I have on this crap...and not just crap...but inflated prices crap. And I've not even included some of the more mundane things that, on their own aren't a big deal...but added all together with the rest...it's just too much.
Not to mention some of the stuff my husband is stressed about that doesn't really have anything to do with me...but does affect me by proxy.
UGH!
Can someone please tell the universe to quit picking on me?......please?
These past couple months have been trying and there seems to be no end in sight.
We had a flood in the beginning of May, then a death in the family. After, I find out that my insurance isn't covering the flood damage, so I've had to do all the remediation and cleanup myself and will have to do all the rebuild myself as well. My house is a figgin' disaster because all the basement stuff is just all over the house until we finish sorting and purging and putting stuff back in the basement...which won't happen until I can finish putting it all back together. I managed to finally get the drywall up last weekend so at least we don't have to fight with stacked baby gates to keep the cats out of the basement anymore.
While our neighborhood was flooded, we got some unwanted guests in our house...stupid carpenter ants! Some of you may know that we've had a carpenter ant nest before, a few years ago. So although it's possible they we're just passing thru due to flooding, as I haven't seen any evidence since that one day. I can't really take a chance, due to our history and will have to bring the exterminator in. But I can't until the basement stuff is out of the way.
Our cable/internet provider is no longer offering the same TV lineup...many of which were the channels we watched. And although it's not a "big deal" in the grand scheme of things...it's just another thing I have to deal with, and because this affects all their customers, their customer service is overwhelmed and I just don't have time to sit on hold for 3-4 hours...what many have said they've had to wait. So I'm just paying full price for services I'm no longer receiving until I can get thru to them.
Our stupid shower/tub started leaking...even though we JUST fixed it last year...and plumbers are hard to come by right now so prices are thru the roof on that too.
Then we had to bring Miss Lily to the vet a couple weeks ago for an anal gland abscess. She's OK now and just finished her anti-biotics, But we still need to continue to work on why her poop is never firm enough.
Then just yesterday, my Husband had to bring the shop cat to the ER vet for a possible blockage...they suspect cystitis, but he has a history of blockage and crystals. He was treated and we brought him back but unfortunately my husband is currently on his way back again because he hasn't peed yet (since yesterday late morning) and we're afraid of a complete blockage.
And thru all this I still work full time and my husband has to run his business and of course there's the regular day to day stuff you have to keep up with. And as much as I hate to include this...but hey, I said I wanted a pity party... my health hasn't been up to par lately.
I'm also dealing with burn out from some previous stuff over the last few years that was starting to get a bit better but...it's tanked now again. The stress has cause my hair to fall out (I'm not bald or anything...but it still bothers and worries me). I've gained weight which plays real havoc on my self esteem. My anxiety levels are consistently on high alert so I'm irritable, forgetful, etc... I'm EXAUSTED all the time and my physical issues (chronic pain and muscle issues) are being stressed. And I don't think I can remember when I didn't have a headache. Even my tongue hurts in the morning from my clenching at night.
There's so much more detail I can give about my physical/metal well being but I'll stop now...
One of the biggest things about all this stuff is it all costs SO MUCH money that we just don't have...and TBH it's pisses me off that I have to spend what savings I have on this crap...and not just crap...but inflated prices crap. And I've not even included some of the more mundane things that, on their own aren't a big deal...but added all together with the rest...it's just too much.
Not to mention some of the stuff my husband is stressed about that doesn't really have anything to do with me...but does affect me by proxy.
UGH!
Can someone please tell the universe to quit picking on me?......please?