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I even cried on my way home tonight.
I am beyond terrified. I don't want to take Damita to the vet Thursday July 5th. Normally, I am really worried, but this time, I have this terrible feeling in my stomach. I've had this appt. for days & I have been physically ill for the past few days.....I think that is because I am so worried.
I really do not feel right about this appt. I can't say why. Mother's intuition, I guess. Someone tell me I'm nuts, that it will be fine. I can't make myself believe that.
I even told her when I got home it was OK if she needed to "let go", I would understand. I dunno, maybe it's because I don't know what to do anymore, I can't afford to take her to a specialist & I'm outta sane vets in the area, no one knows what's wrong or how to make her feel better. And I cannot tell you how many vets & people have told me to just euthanize her, which makes me feel guilty becuase I won't unless I know what's wrong.
Sorry for the dramatic post, I just can't get past this feeling. I need some chocolate.
I am beyond terrified. I don't want to take Damita to the vet Thursday July 5th. Normally, I am really worried, but this time, I have this terrible feeling in my stomach. I've had this appt. for days & I have been physically ill for the past few days.....I think that is because I am so worried.
I really do not feel right about this appt. I can't say why. Mother's intuition, I guess. Someone tell me I'm nuts, that it will be fine. I can't make myself believe that.
I even told her when I got home it was OK if she needed to "let go", I would understand. I dunno, maybe it's because I don't know what to do anymore, I can't afford to take her to a specialist & I'm outta sane vets in the area, no one knows what's wrong or how to make her feel better. And I cannot tell you how many vets & people have told me to just euthanize her, which makes me feel guilty becuase I won't unless I know what's wrong.
Sorry for the dramatic post, I just can't get past this feeling. I need some chocolate.