After about 10 years of smoking, I have decided to STOP smoking. I am not quitting because I am not a quitter. Besides, every time I have quit something, I have always regretted it and tucked tail and crawled back to it. When I have stopped something, it's for good.
At the time of this posting, I have gone the first 54 hours without a cigarette.
I stopped cold turkey. I smoked the last cig out of the carton that I had. I forced myself to smoke the last 2 packs out of the carton until I made myself sick from tobacco and other nastiness.
I really want to stop this time because my SO says it makes him sad and upset every time he's seen me smoke, and he wants me to be healthy so we can have a longer life together (awwwww lol).
So! Wish me luck!
At the time of this posting, I have gone the first 54 hours without a cigarette.
I stopped cold turkey. I smoked the last cig out of the carton that I had. I forced myself to smoke the last 2 packs out of the carton until I made myself sick from tobacco and other nastiness.
I really want to stop this time because my SO says it makes him sad and upset every time he's seen me smoke, and he wants me to be healthy so we can have a longer life together (awwwww lol).
So! Wish me luck!