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Hi everyone!... I just put my male cat to sleep yesterday...It was a very sad day in my life...I feel so guilty that I still don't know if I did the correct thing!!!... I returned home and all I do is see him around the house, following me. I wish he was here. He was diagnose with feline leukemia but I did not know because I took this cat from the street and I gave him all the love I could. He gave all that love back to me...He was the best cat I ever had and since I had him for less than 2 years, it was like love at first sight ....When I took him yesterday to the clinic, he was very weak, no eating at all, and I could see his paws, gums and nose were very pale. He had lost a lot of weight in the last week. He was neutered on May 31st and since then , he started to decline. I wish I would of notice some symptoms before but the vet said that leukemia has no cure , specially when it awakes after some kind of stress in the cat....
When I was in the clinic, I hold him and I asked God and him to forgive me for that decision but the vet said I was doing the cat a favor because he was suffering. I asked my baby cat to let me know he was ok in some way....Guess what ???.... When I returned home, I found 6 garden roses thrown in the parking lot, (just where he will go around in mornings and nights)!!!... I could not believe because, we usually pick up garbage that people throw around most of the time.....!!!...I felt it was a message from my baby cat, saying he was in peace !!!... I picked up the 6 roses (that were not roses you buy in a florist, they were roses cut up from a garden) and I have them in a small vase close to my cats hair (that I cut before he was taking to the crematory)... I really hope he is in peace and I do hope he comes to visit me. I still feel so guilty and I miss him so much. Please tell me how I can have this pain go away. thanks to all of you! Marie
When I was in the clinic, I hold him and I asked God and him to forgive me for that decision but the vet said I was doing the cat a favor because he was suffering. I asked my baby cat to let me know he was ok in some way....Guess what ???.... When I returned home, I found 6 garden roses thrown in the parking lot, (just where he will go around in mornings and nights)!!!... I could not believe because, we usually pick up garbage that people throw around most of the time.....!!!...I felt it was a message from my baby cat, saying he was in peace !!!... I picked up the 6 roses (that were not roses you buy in a florist, they were roses cut up from a garden) and I have them in a small vase close to my cats hair (that I cut before he was taking to the crematory)... I really hope he is in peace and I do hope he comes to visit me. I still feel so guilty and I miss him so much. Please tell me how I can have this pain go away. thanks to all of you! Marie