I had a big scare last night and I'm still freaked out about it. Fortunately everything was actually fine, but it gave me a reality check to some unpleasant truths I didn't want to acknowledge.
So yesterday, I went to visit my parents'. I took my rabbit with me, but none of my cats went because my parents are allergic. Around 9 PM, I headed home.
I got to my street and there were police cars, ambulances, fire trucks everywhere. The parking area for my house is in an alley, so I turned down a street to get into the alley and discover all the emergency vehicles were in the alley. I drove around the block to get a better idea of what was going on, and I could see my backyard. There was smoke *everywhere* and the emergency vehicles were parked in my parking area and around my house. I couldn't see anything else.
I felt so sick and horrified. I realized my house might be burning down, and worst of all, my cats were still inside. And I was terrified that I lost them.
I had to park two blocks away. I grabbed the rabbit out of the car and rushed back (longest walk/run of my life), and asked a police officer what happened. He just said "a lot" and wouldn't tell me anything. I point to my house and thank God he tells me my house is fine and I could go home. The air is thick with smoke and yes, all the vehicles were parked in and around me. It's dark, but the only thing I could see is that the fireman were hosing down my neighbor's car and it was clearly damaged. No idea if any houses were damaged or if it was just the car.
But yeah, this freaked me out, a lot. And I know that if something really did happen to my house, my cats don't have much of a chance and I don't know what to do about that.
1. I have ten cats. That's a lot of cats for anyone to try to rescue. They are all indoor-only and most of them are completely terrified of being outside, so I'm not convinced that if someone opened a window/door for them, they'd go out on their own, or where they would go if they did.
2. I live alone. If I'm home and there's an emergency, I don't think I could get them all out. And when I'm not home, there's not going to be anyone else there to tell me something is going on.
3. Many of my cats are terrified of strangers. Since my parents are allergic and all of my friends live an hour or more away (most in a different state entirely) most of them have not socialized to anyone other than me. And two of them are ex-ferals and don't even like *me* that much. Some of my cats went in for their yearly check-up at the vet two days ago and I'm reminded by how long it took to catch them when it wasn't even an emergency.
4. I don't really talk to my neighbors. Honestly, nobody in my neighborhood really talks to each other, and I have some anxiety about meeting them because I've had bad experiences with previous neighbors harassing me for money, intruding on my property, etc. When I was renting, I was at least able to move and get out of the situation, but now that I own a house and have a crap ton of cats, that's not so easy.
5. I have considered getting emergency stickers to put on my windows that say how many cats are in the house, but I also have a lot of anxiety about that. It is absolutely legal to own ten cats in my area, but I'm always stressed that if I advertise it someone will report me for it, is that weird? My cats are all healthy, fixed, and go to the vet regularly so there's no reason, but my siblings drilled it into my head that the cats are a bad thing and are going to somehow get me into trouble someday.
I guess I don't know what I can do to prevent an emergency situation from ending my cats, especially when they are so uncooperative and I don't have anyone nearby I can depend on to help me either monitor what's going on or help me socialize them better to react better to emergency people. Anybody have any suggestions?
So yesterday, I went to visit my parents'. I took my rabbit with me, but none of my cats went because my parents are allergic. Around 9 PM, I headed home.
I got to my street and there were police cars, ambulances, fire trucks everywhere. The parking area for my house is in an alley, so I turned down a street to get into the alley and discover all the emergency vehicles were in the alley. I drove around the block to get a better idea of what was going on, and I could see my backyard. There was smoke *everywhere* and the emergency vehicles were parked in my parking area and around my house. I couldn't see anything else.
I felt so sick and horrified. I realized my house might be burning down, and worst of all, my cats were still inside. And I was terrified that I lost them.
I had to park two blocks away. I grabbed the rabbit out of the car and rushed back (longest walk/run of my life), and asked a police officer what happened. He just said "a lot" and wouldn't tell me anything. I point to my house and thank God he tells me my house is fine and I could go home. The air is thick with smoke and yes, all the vehicles were parked in and around me. It's dark, but the only thing I could see is that the fireman were hosing down my neighbor's car and it was clearly damaged. No idea if any houses were damaged or if it was just the car.
But yeah, this freaked me out, a lot. And I know that if something really did happen to my house, my cats don't have much of a chance and I don't know what to do about that.
1. I have ten cats. That's a lot of cats for anyone to try to rescue. They are all indoor-only and most of them are completely terrified of being outside, so I'm not convinced that if someone opened a window/door for them, they'd go out on their own, or where they would go if they did.
2. I live alone. If I'm home and there's an emergency, I don't think I could get them all out. And when I'm not home, there's not going to be anyone else there to tell me something is going on.
3. Many of my cats are terrified of strangers. Since my parents are allergic and all of my friends live an hour or more away (most in a different state entirely) most of them have not socialized to anyone other than me. And two of them are ex-ferals and don't even like *me* that much. Some of my cats went in for their yearly check-up at the vet two days ago and I'm reminded by how long it took to catch them when it wasn't even an emergency.
4. I don't really talk to my neighbors. Honestly, nobody in my neighborhood really talks to each other, and I have some anxiety about meeting them because I've had bad experiences with previous neighbors harassing me for money, intruding on my property, etc. When I was renting, I was at least able to move and get out of the situation, but now that I own a house and have a crap ton of cats, that's not so easy.
5. I have considered getting emergency stickers to put on my windows that say how many cats are in the house, but I also have a lot of anxiety about that. It is absolutely legal to own ten cats in my area, but I'm always stressed that if I advertise it someone will report me for it, is that weird? My cats are all healthy, fixed, and go to the vet regularly so there's no reason, but my siblings drilled it into my head that the cats are a bad thing and are going to somehow get me into trouble someday.
I guess I don't know what I can do to prevent an emergency situation from ending my cats, especially when they are so uncooperative and I don't have anyone nearby I can depend on to help me either monitor what's going on or help me socialize them better to react better to emergency people. Anybody have any suggestions?