Hey Everyone..
There has been these really upsetting thoughts roaming through my head ever since my Ani got sick. I hate thinking this, and it makes me cry every time I do, but I just have to say it.
I am feeling as if I caused Ani to get sick by taking in a new kitten. I have not wanted to admit this out loud, or even to myself, but it's just killing me inside
. I know I will never know for sure why my Ani got so terribly sick, but this thought is haunting me. I love Skylar very much, and this has nothing to do with my love for him. It just has to do with the fact that a new baby was brought in and, possibly, caused Ani such intense stress, that it made her so sick
I really had to let this out somewhere, and I know this would be the most appropriate place. These thoughts are so, incredibly, upsetting. It's to the point that I am getting physically sick over it. I am at work right now, and I just can't feel okay. The only solution for me is to come to terms with all of this, but it's just so hard. That's all I can really say right now.. I really appreciate having somewhere to say this..
There has been these really upsetting thoughts roaming through my head ever since my Ani got sick. I hate thinking this, and it makes me cry every time I do, but I just have to say it.
I am feeling as if I caused Ani to get sick by taking in a new kitten. I have not wanted to admit this out loud, or even to myself, but it's just killing me inside
I really had to let this out somewhere, and I know this would be the most appropriate place. These thoughts are so, incredibly, upsetting. It's to the point that I am getting physically sick over it. I am at work right now, and I just can't feel okay. The only solution for me is to come to terms with all of this, but it's just so hard. That's all I can really say right now.. I really appreciate having somewhere to say this..