Its been about 2 1/2 years since Zorro left me, and I still can't go more than a week without breaking down. Not a day goes by when I don't think about him and wish he were still hear. I just miss him so much that sometimes its hard to function.
I know I'm getting a little better. I don't hate cats anymore (I have two new babies now who I love to death) but its still not the same.
Its been espeically hard since I found my new kitten Chemul outside in a scrap pile. She reminds me so much of Zorro that sometimes I even call her by his name, then I remember that she's not Zorro. He's gone and never comming back.
I can't imagine that its healthy to be pinning over him for so long, but I just can't seem to let go. He was a very special boy and I still miss him terribly.
Is there something wrong with me?? Why can't I seem to let him go?
I know I'm getting a little better. I don't hate cats anymore (I have two new babies now who I love to death) but its still not the same.
Its been espeically hard since I found my new kitten Chemul outside in a scrap pile. She reminds me so much of Zorro that sometimes I even call her by his name, then I remember that she's not Zorro. He's gone and never comming back.
I can't imagine that its healthy to be pinning over him for so long, but I just can't seem to let go. He was a very special boy and I still miss him terribly.
Is there something wrong with me?? Why can't I seem to let him go?