Well after being in and out of the hospital (6 times). I was almost sent to the state hospital. That will be the next thing if I have to go back. As my insurance has ran out. So hoping that dont happen.
I have missed you all so much. They are saying I have anxiety, and dissociative disorder. Also depression caused by the anxiety.
So on a few meds that so far this week seemed to finally help.
Thank you all for the support you have given me through all this. Im not sure what would have happend if I hadnt had it.
The lowest part was I left one night and was gonna jump off the bridge by our house. My husband called the police. And it was downhill from there. With many suicide attempts.
I have missed you all so much. They are saying I have anxiety, and dissociative disorder. Also depression caused by the anxiety.
So on a few meds that so far this week seemed to finally help.
Thank you all for the support you have given me through all this. Im not sure what would have happend if I hadnt had it.
The lowest part was I left one night and was gonna jump off the bridge by our house. My husband called the police. And it was downhill from there. With many suicide attempts.