I am having a really, really hard time deciding if I want another cat now. Especially an adult cat with tendencies to cut open screen doors to get outside!! if it were a kitten or someone younger then maybe...
I am hoping I can train her but what if i cant?
What if she insists on being on the counters or top of the cabinets?
What if she tries to dart out everytime the door opens?
What if Amber and her dont get along?
If they happen to fight i dont my baby to get hurt. I am so scared it wont work out. I feel like crying. I feel like one minute i can do it and then the next i want to huddle in the corner...!
and amber is so loving and i love her so much i dont want to upset her. she is starting to come and lay on my lap now! she hasnt done that since i got her a year ago.
i am done with voicing my insecurities. I just need you guys! I dont know if i want support or if i want to be told not to do it, i dont know!!
if im this torn maybe i shouldnt.
wah!
ok... now i'm done.
I am hoping I can train her but what if i cant?
What if she insists on being on the counters or top of the cabinets?
What if she tries to dart out everytime the door opens?
What if Amber and her dont get along?
If they happen to fight i dont my baby to get hurt. I am so scared it wont work out. I feel like crying. I feel like one minute i can do it and then the next i want to huddle in the corner...!
and amber is so loving and i love her so much i dont want to upset her. she is starting to come and lay on my lap now! she hasnt done that since i got her a year ago.
i am done with voicing my insecurities. I just need you guys! I dont know if i want support or if i want to be told not to do it, i dont know!!
if im this torn maybe i shouldnt.
wah!
ok... now i'm done.