Just 2 days ago I had to put my cat Katie, my best friend, down. It was one of the most difficult and upsetting decisions I've ever had to make. I'm still just beside myself. I've been crying off and on for days now, and I'm not ashamed to say it. Just a wreck. She was a constant in my life for so long and was always there for me. I still just don't even believe it. I loved her so unbelievably much.
I just have questions though. I'm completely new here and came for some potential help and answers. I'm still so confused and wrought with an unbelievable amount of guilt. She always just seemed invincible, and like she would be here forever. And it just happened so fast. It's crazy.
Basically her abdomen had become swollen with fluid, and it was causing her to feel awful. She already had a small heart murmur, and this compounded the stress on her heart. My vet said there was nothing she could do. She said it was probably caused by her thryoid, and that she had hyperthryroidism. The thing is though, she was already on medication. For about 2 weeks we were giving her a pill of Methimazole daily that my previous vet prescribed (in addition to some ear drops because she has really bad allergies and it had spread to her ears for the first time ever). We did stop the pills for the last couple days because we were worried it was giving her some side effects and that she was gaining too much weight, but that ended up just being mostly fluid buildup apparently. So I don't know how much that could have had an effect on her, but regardless she still felt terrible and was not herself.
The first warning sign that something was wrong was around mid to late July. She peed in my bed, which she had never done before. She started peeing more and more away from her litter box. She also started to not eat as much and lost weight, and developed the bad allergies on her head and ears. She became really lethargic and just seemed depressed and sick. We thought it was just a UTI or something, combined with her allergies. We took her to the vet in early August. They described her heart as a "little erratic" (which honestly she always has when she goes to the vet because she hates them), and said they were afraid to run a lot of tests or give her her yearly shots or a steroid shot or anything. Honestly they barely did anything, and charged me a fortune for it, which is one of the reasons I'm annoyed and frustrated with them. They just gave me some medication (ear drops, Methimazole, and Clavamox), and were like hey, try these. As well as some different food (Royal Canin), all of which they made additional charges for. I wasn't happy, but I did what they told me to. They never mentioned anything about her abdomen potentially filling up with fluid, or really anything to look out for going forward. They just said monitor her for a couple weeks and bring her back if there's no improvement.
The ear drops worked, as gross and greasy as they were. Her allergies cleared up, which also was helped by giving her new food. We switched from dry chicken to wet fish and rabbit, which she loved. She was finally eating a lot. She also was using her litter box more, but still occasionally peeing on towels and soft things. She remained lethargic though, and ended up developing the bloated abdomen. I finally ended up taking her on Monday to the vet (a new one this time, because I literally could not afford my old one anymore), and they did x-rays and some tests and determined that she wasn't going to make it, and it was likely due to her thyroid. The next day we put her down. It just happened so fast.
I'm just so confused because we were giving her the medicine we were told to, but it apparently didn't seem to work. The vet didn't say anything about changing the dosage or to watch out for a big belly or anything like that. Also, we just took her last November to get her all updated on shots and vaccines and tested for anything (a 500+ dollar affair mind you), and she was perfectly fine. No mention of her thyroid whatsoever. They did mention the heart murmur, but said that I shouldn't worry too much about it and to just keep an eye on her. She was better than ever for months. Up until about July when she started exhibiting the abnormal behavior with the peeing and lethargy, as well as allergic outbreak.
I just don't understand how my old vet didn't catch it. Two visits. First visit, no mention of her thyroid or a warning about how it's really common and potentially fatal in older cats (which I never knew until recently). Second visit, said it COULD be her thryoid. Gave me medicine, which didn't seem to work. Even though her appetite and allergies improved, she got WORSE after the visit, and developed the big belly. Which spurred me to seek the other vet and another opinion. And one day later, gone. I'm still kind of in shock.
Apologies for the novel. I'm just so hurt and upset and guilty about this entire thing. I feel almost responsible, and it's such a horrible feeling. She was so great and did not deserve to suffer in her final days. That's what hurts me the most. I just needed to get this out to someone and ask for some other insight and opinions, or potentially how to avoid something like this in the future. My sister has 3 kittens right now, and I don't want her to go through something like this again (at least not anytime soon, if we can help it). She loved Katie just as much as I did. Also, when I'm ready, I'll eventually probably get another cat. And I want her to be as healthy as she can possibly be. Any feedback would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.
I just have questions though. I'm completely new here and came for some potential help and answers. I'm still so confused and wrought with an unbelievable amount of guilt. She always just seemed invincible, and like she would be here forever. And it just happened so fast. It's crazy.
Basically her abdomen had become swollen with fluid, and it was causing her to feel awful. She already had a small heart murmur, and this compounded the stress on her heart. My vet said there was nothing she could do. She said it was probably caused by her thryoid, and that she had hyperthryroidism. The thing is though, she was already on medication. For about 2 weeks we were giving her a pill of Methimazole daily that my previous vet prescribed (in addition to some ear drops because she has really bad allergies and it had spread to her ears for the first time ever). We did stop the pills for the last couple days because we were worried it was giving her some side effects and that she was gaining too much weight, but that ended up just being mostly fluid buildup apparently. So I don't know how much that could have had an effect on her, but regardless she still felt terrible and was not herself.
The first warning sign that something was wrong was around mid to late July. She peed in my bed, which she had never done before. She started peeing more and more away from her litter box. She also started to not eat as much and lost weight, and developed the bad allergies on her head and ears. She became really lethargic and just seemed depressed and sick. We thought it was just a UTI or something, combined with her allergies. We took her to the vet in early August. They described her heart as a "little erratic" (which honestly she always has when she goes to the vet because she hates them), and said they were afraid to run a lot of tests or give her her yearly shots or a steroid shot or anything. Honestly they barely did anything, and charged me a fortune for it, which is one of the reasons I'm annoyed and frustrated with them. They just gave me some medication (ear drops, Methimazole, and Clavamox), and were like hey, try these. As well as some different food (Royal Canin), all of which they made additional charges for. I wasn't happy, but I did what they told me to. They never mentioned anything about her abdomen potentially filling up with fluid, or really anything to look out for going forward. They just said monitor her for a couple weeks and bring her back if there's no improvement.
The ear drops worked, as gross and greasy as they were. Her allergies cleared up, which also was helped by giving her new food. We switched from dry chicken to wet fish and rabbit, which she loved. She was finally eating a lot. She also was using her litter box more, but still occasionally peeing on towels and soft things. She remained lethargic though, and ended up developing the bloated abdomen. I finally ended up taking her on Monday to the vet (a new one this time, because I literally could not afford my old one anymore), and they did x-rays and some tests and determined that she wasn't going to make it, and it was likely due to her thyroid. The next day we put her down. It just happened so fast.
I'm just so confused because we were giving her the medicine we were told to, but it apparently didn't seem to work. The vet didn't say anything about changing the dosage or to watch out for a big belly or anything like that. Also, we just took her last November to get her all updated on shots and vaccines and tested for anything (a 500+ dollar affair mind you), and she was perfectly fine. No mention of her thyroid whatsoever. They did mention the heart murmur, but said that I shouldn't worry too much about it and to just keep an eye on her. She was better than ever for months. Up until about July when she started exhibiting the abnormal behavior with the peeing and lethargy, as well as allergic outbreak.
I just don't understand how my old vet didn't catch it. Two visits. First visit, no mention of her thyroid or a warning about how it's really common and potentially fatal in older cats (which I never knew until recently). Second visit, said it COULD be her thryoid. Gave me medicine, which didn't seem to work. Even though her appetite and allergies improved, she got WORSE after the visit, and developed the big belly. Which spurred me to seek the other vet and another opinion. And one day later, gone. I'm still kind of in shock.
Apologies for the novel. I'm just so hurt and upset and guilty about this entire thing. I feel almost responsible, and it's such a horrible feeling. She was so great and did not deserve to suffer in her final days. That's what hurts me the most. I just needed to get this out to someone and ask for some other insight and opinions, or potentially how to avoid something like this in the future. My sister has 3 kittens right now, and I don't want her to go through something like this again (at least not anytime soon, if we can help it). She loved Katie just as much as I did. Also, when I'm ready, I'll eventually probably get another cat. And I want her to be as healthy as she can possibly be. Any feedback would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.