I am just like you, highly tuned in to my cats, especially my Krissy (avatar pic) who I got the day she was born, and totally changed my life. Literally. Opened my eyes and heart up to the cat world, the homeless, the suffering, ferals, and now have a rescue group and have saved thousands. All due to her, little angel dropped down from the sky to light up my life.
I am extremely attached to her, and have to keep myself in check at times when she isn't her normal self, the smallest thing to other people and I am thinking the worst. Plus she is almost 123 mow and chubby. Quite chubby. So I worry......
While it can be paranoia, I always follow what my gut instinct says, so if you think there is something possibly going on, find out. Remember though, you are going to be over-sensitive and over-thinking things due to your recent loss, so keep that in mind.
Have an extensive blood workup on kitty, an ultrasound. If there is something there it will show up. If nothing shows up, you can relax knowing this.
I am extremely attached to her, and have to keep myself in check at times when she isn't her normal self, the smallest thing to other people and I am thinking the worst. Plus she is almost 123 mow and chubby. Quite chubby. So I worry......
While it can be paranoia, I always follow what my gut instinct says, so if you think there is something possibly going on, find out. Remember though, you are going to be over-sensitive and over-thinking things due to your recent loss, so keep that in mind.
Have an extensive blood workup on kitty, an ultrasound. If there is something there it will show up. If nothing shows up, you can relax knowing this.