Paul took her to the vet and her liver was failing. He had to let her go, she was suffering and he couldn't afford the huge amount it would take to try and save her and her liver was about to the point of total failure.
I'm just angry. I am MAD(ok I'm p***** off, but I don't think I'm allowed to say that.) After all the worry and guilt(and some fights with Paul, who said he was ok with it) about bringing Attitude and Nuts inside knowing they have leukemia and could possibly infect her she was leukemia NEGATIVE. They never infected her, she was obviously either immune to it or her immune system fought it off or Attitude and Nuts aren't shedding it(it was long enough that if she was going to have it she already would have it.) I think I'm mad that she died, and it was so unexpected. She was only 10 or 11 years old, cats are supposed to live a lot longer than that.
I don't know I'm just mad that this wasn't supposed to happen, if she died it would be my fault and Paul could hate me for it. It's nobody's fault and I don't know why it bothers me.
I'm just so sad I'm not thinking straight. It was just too unexpected. I know I'm going to face this with Attitude and Nuts(they are a faint positive so they might never get sick or it could go full blown and they end up with cancer) knowing that something might help but it being way too expensive to do it and not knowing if the suffering they would suffer from the treatment is fair to them.
Taryn
I'm just angry. I am MAD(ok I'm p***** off, but I don't think I'm allowed to say that.) After all the worry and guilt(and some fights with Paul, who said he was ok with it) about bringing Attitude and Nuts inside knowing they have leukemia and could possibly infect her she was leukemia NEGATIVE. They never infected her, she was obviously either immune to it or her immune system fought it off or Attitude and Nuts aren't shedding it(it was long enough that if she was going to have it she already would have it.) I think I'm mad that she died, and it was so unexpected. She was only 10 or 11 years old, cats are supposed to live a lot longer than that.
I don't know I'm just mad that this wasn't supposed to happen, if she died it would be my fault and Paul could hate me for it. It's nobody's fault and I don't know why it bothers me.
I'm just so sad I'm not thinking straight. It was just too unexpected. I know I'm going to face this with Attitude and Nuts(they are a faint positive so they might never get sick or it could go full blown and they end up with cancer) knowing that something might help but it being way too expensive to do it and not knowing if the suffering they would suffer from the treatment is fair to them.
Taryn