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Today I took in my two year old cat, Ruby, to a specialist after a month of trying to figure out what was wrong with her. Her current veterinarian did all the testing she could to tell me Ruby’s results were all negative. She had swollen lymph nodes, a fever and was very mellow. After antibiotics she went 85% back to normal then fell ill again two weeks later but this time her weight was declining and had to be put on wet food. We got a second opinion at the ER and they said the same thing and both her current veterinarian and the ER referred me to the specialist. He did more blood work to tell me she had a “faint positive” of leukemia and I fell apart. My baby is the sweetest soul and I felt like I was gonna lose her right then and there. I guess it’s normal to have all of these thoughts racing through your head. Tomorrow morning we go for a biopsy to get a for sure answer and hope to find out Wednesday or Thursday. How did some of y’all process this? I’ve been crying so much. I don’t wanna leave her side and it’s hard when I’m a full time college student and working part time Monday- Friday. All I wanna do is be with her every second. My concern is that after all of this testing, work sent to specialist, all last month and everything comes back negative until today? I’m not accusing any of them as her veterinarian is someone I trust, but it kills me to see Ruby like this when she’s always outgoing and rubbing herself between my legs and enjoying life. And I went without answers for a month. Any advice?