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Hi everyone. I'm at a total loss for what to do and am just looking for folks that can understand. About a month and a half ago, one of my two cats, Misgiye, suddenly went into congestive heart failure, with no previous symptoms of heart problems. He spent two nights in the ER and was diagnosed with dilated cardiomyopathy (not taurine related). Shortly thereafter, I took my second cat, his brother Milo, to the vet for a check-up and he went into congestive heart failure due to the stress of the vet visit. Milo has recovered very nicely and is doing well on medications. Misgiye, however, never quite bounced back. He's had good days and bad days. Just last weekend I was bawling my eyes out, prepared to put him down because he suddenly went downhill, but by Monday he had made a turn-around and is doing well enough that he seems to have an overall good quality of life again. I think his time is very close, especially given the poor prognosis of DCM, but he's not there just yet.
These are my beloved boys.
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Here's my problem: my husband and I are scheduled to leave for our honeymoon (that we've been planning for a year) on November 6, for 3 weeks. I am dreading it, and quite honestly I don't want to go. The thought that I might not be there for my baby when he needs me most kills me. Or the chance that the stress of me being gone could send him into a downward spiral... A family member is supposed to be staying at our house and taking care of the pets, so it's not like they'd be alone. They've done well with family in the past. I think that Milo will continue doing well and probably has at least a few happy months left. But the statistics are not on Misgiye's side in terms of mean survival time with DCM and how severe his condition is.
I've tried talking with my husband, but he just doesn't "get it". He's not attached to the cats and doesn't feel the same way about animals that I do. He was upset with me for spending $3.5k on the emergency bill. He has been away working out of town for the last six months and is getting back into town tonight, so we can finally talk face to face about this soon. In his mind, if I don't go on this trip, then that means the cats are more important to me than he is. The cats are way more important to me than a vacation, which I couldn't possibly enjoy anyway. That doesn't mean they are more important to me than him, but because of what a honeymoon symbolizes that's how he sees it. It's a lose-lose situation. I go, and Misgiye may die without me by his side. I don't go, then I can kiss my marriage goodbye, and Misgiye is still probably going to die or have to be put down (possibly not, but that's not my gut feeling). Rescheduling the trip is not really an option. Me flying back if my cat declines is also not really an option either, as it's about a 30-hour international flight.
I'm lost. These cats are my children. I've raised them since they were 5 week old sick feral kittens, and they've given me unconditional love for 7.5 years. I am already devastated and heart-broken by the diagnoses. I also dealt with the heart-break of finding a neighborhood kitty shot & paralyzed from the waist down and left to suffer, just a few days after my own cat was hospitalized (a whole nother story). I was laid off from my job, I spent my entire savings on veterinary bills, and now my relationship is hinging on me abandoning my cats at a time when they need me (and frankly, when I need them). Am I being selfish? Is my husband? I don't know what to do and feel like my entire world has fallen apart in the last month and a half.
These are my beloved boys.
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Here's my problem: my husband and I are scheduled to leave for our honeymoon (that we've been planning for a year) on November 6, for 3 weeks. I am dreading it, and quite honestly I don't want to go. The thought that I might not be there for my baby when he needs me most kills me. Or the chance that the stress of me being gone could send him into a downward spiral... A family member is supposed to be staying at our house and taking care of the pets, so it's not like they'd be alone. They've done well with family in the past. I think that Milo will continue doing well and probably has at least a few happy months left. But the statistics are not on Misgiye's side in terms of mean survival time with DCM and how severe his condition is.
I've tried talking with my husband, but he just doesn't "get it". He's not attached to the cats and doesn't feel the same way about animals that I do. He was upset with me for spending $3.5k on the emergency bill. He has been away working out of town for the last six months and is getting back into town tonight, so we can finally talk face to face about this soon. In his mind, if I don't go on this trip, then that means the cats are more important to me than he is. The cats are way more important to me than a vacation, which I couldn't possibly enjoy anyway. That doesn't mean they are more important to me than him, but because of what a honeymoon symbolizes that's how he sees it. It's a lose-lose situation. I go, and Misgiye may die without me by his side. I don't go, then I can kiss my marriage goodbye, and Misgiye is still probably going to die or have to be put down (possibly not, but that's not my gut feeling). Rescheduling the trip is not really an option. Me flying back if my cat declines is also not really an option either, as it's about a 30-hour international flight.
I'm lost. These cats are my children. I've raised them since they were 5 week old sick feral kittens, and they've given me unconditional love for 7.5 years. I am already devastated and heart-broken by the diagnoses. I also dealt with the heart-break of finding a neighborhood kitty shot & paralyzed from the waist down and left to suffer, just a few days after my own cat was hospitalized (a whole nother story). I was laid off from my job, I spent my entire savings on veterinary bills, and now my relationship is hinging on me abandoning my cats at a time when they need me (and frankly, when I need them). Am I being selfish? Is my husband? I don't know what to do and feel like my entire world has fallen apart in the last month and a half.