I try not to whine, cause i know there a LOTS of people out there who have it way worse than I do, but I'm in such a rotten mood today
I wish I could just give in and have a good cry, but I'm at work right now, so not an option
I realize a big part of this is because I'm PMSing, which I don't usually have bad symptoms of, but when i do, yikes! I'm feeling overwhelmed about the cats I'm picking up tonight, I'm not regretting saying that I'll take them, but on a single income, I'm feeling a little apprehensive. I'm also having problems with the guy I'm very casually seeing, he's begininng to cause me alot more grief than this relationship is warranting, and I know I should just break it off, but I do care about him and don't want to abandon him (we've been "dating" if you want to call it that, for 16 months) and the arrangement usually works well for me, he doesn't want a lot of time or commitment, which is what I want also, but he's convinced that I'm seeing someone else
I'm starting to think he has a lot more invested in this thing than he's letting on
Sorry for the pity party....
on a happier note, I'm going to my 10 year high school reunion next month, at least I think that's a happier note
on a happier note, I'm going to my 10 year high school reunion next month, at least I think that's a happier note