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I lost my cat Daniel almost 20 days ago now. I have been obsessing over his brother Jack since then. I have anxiety that is almost at the point of panic attacks when I think of him possibly also having cancer, also dying far too young.
The thing is, he's eating, drinking, using the litter box normally. He will play, though he does prefer napping. There's no REAL sign of him being sick, if I am being honest, and I just had him to the vet last week and he had blood work that all looked fine, the vet thought he looked healthy, and gave me viaderm for the issue I went there for - two nipples that looked larger than I would expect on a male cat, both discolored, one with a little sore on it. She thought they looked bruised, from him over grooming them - which he has been doing.
That said, I look at him, and just start having a racing heart, feeling panicky that there is something wrong and I'm just not seeing it. Daniel had a lens luxation six days before he was diagnosed with cancer. He had blood work done that day and everything looked perfectly normal. Six days later he was diagnosed with lung cancer, and seven days after that he died in my arms.
Jack's blood work was perfectly fine, but...that honestly doesn't mean that HE is. And that freaks me right out.
When he breathes, his flanks move more than his chest does, like the area just above his back legs - so closer to his back end than his chest. It reminds me of how Daniel started breathing before I found out about the cancer. Again, Jack is not showing any other symptoms, other than snoring when he's asleep and half-asleep.
So I asked the vet tech next door to look at him tonight, and take him with her to work in the morning to have him checked, and possibly x-rayed. Our vehicle is currently out of commission and I can't get a car to take him myself - which also freaks me out, because I want to be there to ask questions and don't want him alone, don't want him to have to be away from home from 7am until possibly 10:30pm or later but more importantly, if there is something wrong, I don't want to wait to have him seen until the car is fixed because what if it's too late by that point?
But the real issue here is - am I just being crazy because I lost Daniel so quickly and suddenly? Am I seeing something wrong with Jack when there is absolutely nothing to worry about? I've already spent almost $1000 in the last five weeks at the vet, should I spend another probably $300 or possibly even more and put him through the stress of another vet visit if there really isn't anything wrong?
I don't know what to do. I know what my family would say - there's nothing wrong with him, don't spend that kind of money on unnecessary tests. But I cannot shake this feeling that there is something wrong with Jack too.
The thing is, he's eating, drinking, using the litter box normally. He will play, though he does prefer napping. There's no REAL sign of him being sick, if I am being honest, and I just had him to the vet last week and he had blood work that all looked fine, the vet thought he looked healthy, and gave me viaderm for the issue I went there for - two nipples that looked larger than I would expect on a male cat, both discolored, one with a little sore on it. She thought they looked bruised, from him over grooming them - which he has been doing.
That said, I look at him, and just start having a racing heart, feeling panicky that there is something wrong and I'm just not seeing it. Daniel had a lens luxation six days before he was diagnosed with cancer. He had blood work done that day and everything looked perfectly normal. Six days later he was diagnosed with lung cancer, and seven days after that he died in my arms.
Jack's blood work was perfectly fine, but...that honestly doesn't mean that HE is. And that freaks me right out.
When he breathes, his flanks move more than his chest does, like the area just above his back legs - so closer to his back end than his chest. It reminds me of how Daniel started breathing before I found out about the cancer. Again, Jack is not showing any other symptoms, other than snoring when he's asleep and half-asleep.
So I asked the vet tech next door to look at him tonight, and take him with her to work in the morning to have him checked, and possibly x-rayed. Our vehicle is currently out of commission and I can't get a car to take him myself - which also freaks me out, because I want to be there to ask questions and don't want him alone, don't want him to have to be away from home from 7am until possibly 10:30pm or later but more importantly, if there is something wrong, I don't want to wait to have him seen until the car is fixed because what if it's too late by that point?
But the real issue here is - am I just being crazy because I lost Daniel so quickly and suddenly? Am I seeing something wrong with Jack when there is absolutely nothing to worry about? I've already spent almost $1000 in the last five weeks at the vet, should I spend another probably $300 or possibly even more and put him through the stress of another vet visit if there really isn't anything wrong?
I don't know what to do. I know what my family would say - there's nothing wrong with him, don't spend that kind of money on unnecessary tests. But I cannot shake this feeling that there is something wrong with Jack too.