I'm having a rough night, I'm tired and alone so I need to get this off my chest. I really love fostering, but it can be hard too. So here is the letter I wish my latest favorite foster could read.
To Hamlet my little Tabby Boy,
I'm having a rough night and I miss you. Don't tell your littermates (who I loved as well) but you are my favorite. You were so sweet and friendly and loving from the beginning. I tried not to fall for you too hard because I knew I couldn't keep you, but you are possibly the most personable kitten I have ever met.
I know right now you are snuggled with your littermates in your cage at the adoption center. I wish you were running free around here, but I know you aren't suffering. The staff there loves and takes care of you, and will find the perfect home for you, better than I could find on my own. I know I will visit you tomorrow, and shouldn't be feeling like I've said good-bye already.
Mostly though, I want you to know why I didn't keep you, and don't keep any fosters I fall in love with. I didn't keep you because there is a wonderful family out there for you, who will focus on you and love you better than I can. I didn't keep you because my two girls still deserve to be the only cats in the house on occasion. I didn't keep you because if I kept you and every other foster I fell for, I wouldn't be able to foster anymore.
I didn't keep you because I want to be there for the next Hamlet (or Meatball or Leopold or Squirt... [past favorites]) that comes along. Which means I can't keep my favorites.
I hope you know and never forget how much I love you my fat little tabby. I'll see you tomorrow, and as many days as I can until you go to a wonderful home.
Love,
Your Foster Mom
To Hamlet my little Tabby Boy,
I'm having a rough night and I miss you. Don't tell your littermates (who I loved as well) but you are my favorite. You were so sweet and friendly and loving from the beginning. I tried not to fall for you too hard because I knew I couldn't keep you, but you are possibly the most personable kitten I have ever met.
I know right now you are snuggled with your littermates in your cage at the adoption center. I wish you were running free around here, but I know you aren't suffering. The staff there loves and takes care of you, and will find the perfect home for you, better than I could find on my own. I know I will visit you tomorrow, and shouldn't be feeling like I've said good-bye already.
Mostly though, I want you to know why I didn't keep you, and don't keep any fosters I fall in love with. I didn't keep you because there is a wonderful family out there for you, who will focus on you and love you better than I can. I didn't keep you because my two girls still deserve to be the only cats in the house on occasion. I didn't keep you because if I kept you and every other foster I fell for, I wouldn't be able to foster anymore.
I didn't keep you because I want to be there for the next Hamlet (or Meatball or Leopold or Squirt... [past favorites]) that comes along. Which means I can't keep my favorites.
I hope you know and never forget how much I love you my fat little tabby. I'll see you tomorrow, and as many days as I can until you go to a wonderful home.
Love,
Your Foster Mom