I'm kinda numb but not. I guess when you expect the passing, you're able to deal with it better. I miss him like crazy but he really wasn't here at the end. It was just his body that was left. He had stopped breathing but his heart was still going. I ended up saying (out loud) "I know you can here me, Jabba. You know I won't bury you until your heart stops." Within seconds, his heart stopped.
My sweet Ja-ba-ba. I miss you, baby. I'll miss you running into the bedroom at night and cuddeling under my chin even when you didn't fit there anymore. Now you can play with the kittens like you wanted to here. I bet you're up there beating up Odie right now. You weren't with us long (9 months) but you were here long enough to have a special place in our hearts.
We will see you again, child. Until then be happy and play nice.