Thank you all. I'm sorry, Things are going insane in my life. Divorce, my cousin's boyfriend took his own life yesterday. Today marks a month I've been without my girl.
I wish we could merge thses two threads.
Thank you. My life is .... Well, a divorce, my cousin's boyfriend took his own life yesterday. I'm so overloaded I can't even think right now.
I did this yesterday before I found out about my cousin's boyfriend.
This is my Shadey baby
~~ L to R 3wks, 6wks, 10wks, 12wks, 18wks, 6months, 1yr...
~~It's just emotions on paper in pencil....
2 weeks ago, I lost my little girl. I didn't carry her in my womb. I didn't give birth to her. She was adopted. She moved in as a foster at 3 weeks old, Bottle feeding and her little blue eyes staring into mine as I fed her. She was such a ham for my...
OMG... I have a few gigs of pictures of her. I loved taking pictures of her and her siblings when they were kittens. I took a lot of pictures of her as an adult too. I think I took more pics of her in her last few days then I did on most days. Having the pics kind of helps, but it hurts. It's a...
I fixed it so they are not password protected.
Thank you for all your kind words. I cannot even begin to understand what I am feeling. Anyone who really knows me or is on my FB friends list knows Shadey was my world. So many of my posts were about her, and pictures of her.
My heart wants to...
Shadey's First Month with us
http://smg.photobucket.com/user/MyFelinez/slideshow/01%20Lady%20NyghtShade%206%2025%20to%207%2024%2004
Shadey's Second Month with us
http://smg.photobucket.com/user/MyFelinez/slideshow/01%20Lady%20NyghtShade%207%2025%20to%208%2024%2004
Shadey's Third Month with...
http://www.thecatsite.com/t/38136/shelter-just-called-d
The thread about the kittens, including Shadey, when I saw her for the first time. This thread chronicals my Shadey's first few weeks with us.
Thank you both for your replies. Alisa, I am so very sorry for your loss. I can't read through...
~~Yesterday at 11:40 she stopped breathing.
I took her to the vet to have her spirit released from her body. She passed as the tech got the needle in her arm to put her to sleep. She had just started pushing in the fluid. She deteriorated too fast.
My whole world has crumbled. She was the most...
For those members that were here around 9 years ago, they may remember my story of MyRage getting pregnant but not having babies. Instead when time came for her to give birth, there were no kittens. She was lactating, and ready to be a mom. I went to the shelter and a couple days after I asked...
There was a very short period of isolation. I was really worried about that as well. She had been staying at a rescue, but she and the other cats there had no symptoms. My Manx has no symptoms, and neither does Torr. That was one of the things I brought up with the vet. I am glad I am not the...
They've done x-rays. I am sorry I forgot to mention that. They gave her barium, and some came out from both ends with some hair in it. Some was stuck in her stomach longer then they expected or wanted. It did finally pass after a half of a day. She was urinating fine, it is her...
On Wednesday she vomited. She faintly meowed before she did, that was a little unusual. Usually when my girls meow before vomiting it is because they don't feel good and not just a hairball. There was a hairball in it, so I thought maybe it was just a hairball. I did keep an eye on her the rest...
:) Ty everyone. My mom's birthday is August 13th :) I make a point to remember positive memories on that day. My mom's fear was being forgotten. As long as I, my brother, my cousins, and aunts n uncles are alive, she is still loved and remembered. :D
The last thing I said to my mom was "I love...
Oh yeah... still waiting on word from Medicade. Not sure how long it will take. Probably 2 or 3 more weeks. *shrugz* Well, at least I applied. I should have done it months ago, just never thought I would qualify.
:) Ty Winchester.
I have my second Equine therapy session tomorrow. My first last week was on the 12th (11th anniversary of my mom's passing) I had to sit there for an hour and 45 minutes talking about my childhood. Kinda bringing up things that may have been traumatic to my growing mind...
Ty Krazy Kat2 (I'm sorry I don't know/remember names)
I talked to my Dr. today.
She sounded upbeat, and not too worried, so that calmed me down A LOT. She had me apply for Medicaid. I'm in Wyoming, and she thought maybe since Billings and Sheridan were so close to the boarder of...
Once again, as I do every year...
My mom passed 11 years ago today. I can't tell her that I love her anymore.
So I ask, with all my love, please call your mom on this day to tell her that you love her.
For those of you who have lost your moms, I feel for you.
This is my way of telling my mom...