Hi again everybody, it's a month and a half later and I needed to update you all - it was a horrible adjustment and there were many tears and feelings of "what the hell have I done?"... but I can proudly say that our little guys are now beloved parts of our household.
After a few weeks with...
Thank you all so much for your advice... happy to report that I have calmed down at least 50% on yesterday. I've worked out that if I play with the kittens with a wand and run them absolutely ragged before bedtime, they go straight to sleep and don't bother me all night. And I feel so much...
I don't really know where to begin, because everything I feel seems so overdramatic and ridiculous. But here goes. It's an essay, sorry.
I am a first time cat owner and I adopted two 12 week old rescue kittens on Wednesday (it's been about 30 hours since they came home) and I've been swinging...