Recent Content by Tamalama2000

It’s a little easier. I bought a stuffed cat that looks just like her-they made it from some photos I had of her. I sleep with her (it) every night. It’s still difficult, of course. My 10 year old as r old is still hurting. I made a memorial stone for her with my son and that seemed to help...

I guess not enough time has gone by yet…. I got a card from two of the vets she saw in the last month and for one of them all I could think was “how did you miss this?!?!” Then I remind myself that they loved Runt as well and did the best they could with the info that they had…but I still feel...

I’m trying to help my ten year old son to understand that Runt is still with us, even though we may not see her. He’s convinced he saw her ghost last night-I told him that I hope so, because that would mean she still loves us and is still with us in a way and looking out for us to help us all...

I felt so mad yesterday and today… on Wednesday night she had been doing better and I was told that I would me more than likely be able to take her home Thursday. Then on Thursday….I had to kill her! She was supposed to be back! I had bought her all this stuff on Wednesday night! It’s so...

I keep hoping I’ll get a call that’ll say “we made a mistake, Runt’s here and she’s fine! You’ll need to help her a little at home, but it looks like she pulled through,” even though I know that’s not going to happen. Thank you to all of you for listening and talking with me. Your words are...

I don’t know if I’d rather have some kind of sign, like hearing her meow, or how I still “see” her in places she used to curl up and sleep, which is so painful when I remember the truth or not having any of these kind of shifts of reality. It hurts so bad when I realize it’s just a crumpled up...

That’s beautiful.. tears are flowing. Thank you. I just woke up now because I could have sworn I heard her meowing outside my bedroom door.

She went to the vet on Sunday morning 26th and stayed until Thursday 30th…. That’s the fog

Thank you so much for reaching out…it feels good to talk to people who understand the extreme depth of the pain you feel after.

Thank you so much for your kind words and understanding! I so need it, I don’t know who to talk to…it means a lot to see the responses here.

Yesterday I had to euthanize my beloved cat, Runt. I‘m so sad and I miss her so much and keep asking myself why didn’t I catch this sooner? Runt died from kidney failure. She went to the vet Thursday morning and had bad kidney values so she admitted for a 48 hour stay. She was getting better...