Hello Reddice, I'm so sorry about Socks, I do know what your feeling and going through. My heart feels like it's going to burst. I hate the disease so much, it's not fair to put a animal such a sickness it's just as bad as cancer. Romeo got so pitiful the day he died and I was helpless to help him and I struggle with it. I just know out of know where start crying for him and Christmas is making it worse. I just loved him so much maybe to much . I'm sure Socks was so loved by you . If you need to talk I will be here for you. Bless You and RIP Socks.