I don't know what to do. Every morning there is a pack of dogs in my yard. I usually hear them and run them off. Not this morning. I blame myself. If I would have looked out to check on them more my little black and white baby would still be here. My eyes are swollen from crying. I don't know how much longer I can do this. About 2 months ago I found one in the road dead. Someone had hit him with a car. I spend so much money and time on these cats and then it seems for nothing. I spent 2 days making them houses that are warm. I really love them and I hope they know it. Thanks for letting me have a place to type out my feelings. It helps a little knowing I am not alone.