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~~It's just emotions on paper in pencil.... 2 weeks ago, I lost my little girl. I didn't carry her in my womb. I didn't give birth to her. She was adopted. She moved in as a foster at 3 weeks old, Bottle feeding and her little blue eyes staring into mine as I fed her. She was such a ham for my...

~~Yesterday at 11:40 she stopped breathing. I took her to the vet to have her spirit released from her body. She passed as the tech got the needle in her arm to put her to sleep. She had just started pushing in the fluid. She deteriorated too fast. My whole world has crumbled. She was the most...

For those members that were here around 9 years ago, they may remember my story of MyRage getting pregnant but not having babies. Instead when time came for her to give birth, there were no kittens. She was lactating, and ready to be a mom.  I went to the shelter and a couple days after I asked...

On Wednesday she vomited. She faintly meowed before she did, that was a little unusual. Usually when my girls meow before vomiting it is because they don't feel good and not just a hairball.  There was a hairball in it, so I thought maybe it was just a hairball. I did keep an eye on her the rest...

Once again, as I do every year... My mom passed 11 years ago today. I can't tell her that I love her anymore. So I ask, with all my love, please call your mom on this day to tell her that you love her. For those of you who have lost your moms, I feel for you. This is my way of telling my mom...

I've been a member here for years. where did everyone go?

I got a letter in the mail yesterday. I've been having (sorry for TMI) problems. Blood in my urine for the last 4 years. Abdominal pain, that is normal for me, and loosing weight. (I thought weight loss was due to change in diet). After lots of bladder infection tests, each coming back...

My little sister is in the hospital at 23 weeks pg, and her water broke yesterday.  She's stuck in the hospital until the baby is born.  They hope to keep the baby in another month.  The baby will come no matter what.  This is her first baby.  I'm really scared.  I'm just kind of in a daze. ...

OMG.  I finally hit a tipping point this morning. A while ago on FB was a pic of a german sheppard who was hurt by evil children.  I don't want to go into details because this picture is burned into my mind.  It turned my stomach, and I threw my dinner away.  I couldn't eat.  I quit scrolling...

It always seems I end up here when there is a lot of negativity in my life.  I don't mean to come here only to vent. Actually I am here today to share changes in my life. I am no longer employed with Dominos.  (that is a venting story) I am now a full time student :D I am majoring in Network...

Hi... This week has been... one week I don't want to relive. I lost an uncle on Monday.  My boss cut my 2 weekend days and gave them to a new girl who hasn't opened by herself. That was Monday I learned that.  Not to mention at work we literally ran out of almost everything.  We had no large...

This is something that is very important to me. This is just a small request, a favor I ask every year. Please call your mom and tell her you love her today. I lost my mom to cancer 10 years ago today. This is something I do every year. This is my way of honoring my mom's memory. So...

It has been a very long time since I have been here. I hope everyone is doing well. I also hope everyone's babies are doing very well. My girls are good. Just moved the house around, so I bought them a cat tree in hopes of letting them know we weren't moving, or going on a vacation again...

He started coming by our house this spring. He was a young guy, definately not full grown. Sweet little personality, loving, friendly. We always put food out for him when he stopped by. He usually stopped by on Thursdays. Last night I was on the porch talking to him, and petting him, while...

Today is my 'moms' day It's not like Mother's day It's not a day for giving gifts It's not about anything but love. Sometimes we get busy and forget sometimes we take moms for granted. Today is not the day they expect anything. So do me on small favor ... For my heart. ‎9 years ago today I...

I'm shaking right now. I'm sorry for not being more positive. I've been pretty busy lately with my job, and Shade's birthday today My brother was coming home from a small town a few miles away, when his tire blew. He lost control of the car, and hit a sign. He possibly broke his hand. He...

Wow... It's finally happened... After 9 years... I am mobile... I have my own car!! I bought it from the lady who's place I am taking at my new job. Today I got my first paycheck, and went and got the car all switched over to my name. Insured, plated, and ready to go !!! YAY!! It's not...

I believe that things happen for a reason. Yesterday at work, I found a beautiful gold comforter with 2 shams, and the skirting. Unfortunately there was a small stain on it. Things with stains, or rips we don't put out for sale. So I decided to buy it (If we buy something that was going to...

I have worked at 2 pet stores, and frequented many others. I just love animals, and learning. I just found out recently (the pet store in our town just changed owners in the last few months) that our pet store was selling baby bunnies and Chicks (baby chikens) for easter!!! That shocks me. I...

After over a year of being unemployed, I have a job. It's a job I have wanted for about 14 years I am a sorter/cashier at the Salvation Army Thrift Store!! I start today. I am so happy and excited. In the last two hours before I had to get up, my dream was very warm and full of love. I...