well i keep the fan in my window in my bedroom and if im home doring the day ill sit on the couch with the other fan blowing on me, at night if it gets to 60 my room feels like ac is on so atleast im lucky there. the only thing is church lays on me alot and he makes me sweat but i love when he...
im scared to talk to any doctors about it or call help lines because im afraid they will put me away.there already threating me with state hospital which wont help. all they do is dope you up on drugs. but im worried for my self, i dont want to live like this forever. i try to talk to friends...
i also see a theripist but the thing with my cutting and i hate saying it i feel like a freak because of it is it is attractive to me i enjoy it not sexualy or any thing but it keeps me busy and fasinated. i feel like a freak. i love being alive and free but i also love cutting and i dont know...
so the kitten seems to be only eating 2 times a day ill be fillinf his bowl with cat food in the morning and come home and there still is a little food in there. is he not eating enough im also feeding dry and wet yesterday he ate 3 times thismorning i gave him wet food and it is still in there...
the thing is it is so strong that some times nothing else settles it, im what they would call a extream cutter. i cut deep and with razors. its very difficult for me to make the choice not to do it but i dont feel that earns me a long time in a state hospital. orange c ounty state hospital was...
so i have a issue, a couple. i have suffered from mental illness sience i was a young girl, at the age of 18 i started to cut two days later i put my self in the hospital and was there for a year and three months. i am now 25 and sience i was 18 my cutting has gotten extream. my arms are covered...
i suffer from metal illness, and im also a cutter. my depression can get realy bad some times and i think that maybe you should think more about your self and what will make you happy then what will save the two of you. you dont need a man to be happy, you dont need him and your kids dont need...