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    Lost My 17-Year-Old Girl

    Thank you Mamanyt, it isn't easy to be so alone in the home like this. Not when a furry friend has always been here to keep company. The quietness is so unsettling at times, and when I look around expecting her to 'round a corner looking for food or play, it reminds me what I lost. In time, if...
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    Lost My 17-Year-Old Girl

    Thank you for offering such comforting words and kindness. It's weird reflecting on her last moments in my arms. I knew it was the right decision to make, despite being so hard to do. That's an odd feeling for me, that kind of 'knowing'. That is compassion; that's why I did it, because I truly...
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    Lost My 17-Year-Old Girl

    Thank you so much for your kind words. I thought I would never be strong enough to hold my girl during her final breaths, but I did it. A kind of peace came with that. She was safely in my arms until the end.
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    Lost My 17-Year-Old Girl

    Thank you mrsgreenjeens, for your kinds words and for all the resources you provided. And thanks in general for responding here, it is appreciated more than you know. After reviewing my options, it became clear that going through with a diagnosis, treatment, and recovery for whatever was ailing...
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    Lost My 17-Year-Old Girl

    Now all I have is her tiger toy. I've been holding, hugging, and petting it.
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    Lost My 17-Year-Old Girl

    She would always do 'finger nose' thing with me.
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    Lost My 17-Year-Old Girl

    I'm just reaching out here because I am finding I don't have a support group to deal with my loss. I live alone and I had to say goodbye my sweet Kleo of 17 years on Monday, the 27th. I am still in shock, I think. The crying has been on-and-off, but not as 'Niagara Falls' as I expected which is...
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    My Aging Kleo - Anticipatory Grief

    Thank you, FeebysOwner. Yes, we did see the vet recently. Kleo had her biannual visit on the 4th which included a full blood-work panel. Apart from normal aging wear-and-tear, the doctor think she is doing okay and doesn't see anything alarming right now (fingers crossed). Normal heart and lung...
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    My Aging Kleo - Anticipatory Grief

    You are right - I do need to find someone to help me work through this process. I acknowledge that I cannot do it alone. Thank you for the kind thoughts!
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    My Aging Kleo - Anticipatory Grief

    Thank you for the kind thoughts. What you describe is exactly what's been going on with me for at least the last 4 years or so. Every year I go through this kind of emotional upheaval, each year seemingly worse than the previous, where I am haunted with dread and thoughts of the day I lose Kleo...
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    My Aging Kleo - Anticipatory Grief

    Hey all, I've been lurking here for the past couple of weeks due to some health issues my little Kleo has been going through. I need to reach out because I'm going through a really bad time right now and don't know where else or who else to turn to. My Kleo is going on 16 years old; I've had...
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